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But I do personally think it's the best

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thing I've ever done in my whole life.

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Full stop. And I was like, look, you're

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clearly insane. Like I'm I've never

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drank alcohol. And I'm not going to

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touch an illegal drug. But the biggest

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interference is death. It's not my I

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don't choose the time. I don't choose

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like and we need to change that.

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My guest today is a friend, but he's

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also

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most definitely the most interesting

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human being I have ever encountered in

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my life. He's an entrepreneur. He's an

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investor, but he's also just a really

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nice guy. And he's invested and started

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companies in some of the most

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fascinating industries from psychedelics

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to space tech to artificial intelligence

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to cryptocurrencies to fintech. You name

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it, he's in there. In fact, he's the

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single biggest investor slashd driving

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force behind the whole psychedelics

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industry which is currently trying to

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cure mental health disorders. This is

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undoubtedly the most interesting person

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I know and I think this is the type of

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podcast where you're going to demand a

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part two because we spoke for 2 hours

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and even I was left feeling that I was

1:12

only scratching the surface and that I

1:13

wanted to know more. The man I'm talking

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about is Christian Anamaya. And I

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genuinely believe he's going to become,

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if he isn't already, one of Europe's

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most important investors and

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entrepreneurs. In the same way that

1:25

people praise Elon Musk for all the work

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he's done in the US, I think he's

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Europe's answer to Elon Musk. Without

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further ado, I'm Steven Butler and this

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is the D of a CEO. I hope nobody's

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listening, but if you are, then please

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keep this to yourself.

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Christian, I I know so much about you

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and the work you do. I I know your, you

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know, I've observed your behavior in

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person over the last, you know, six 6 to

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12 months. Um, deeply deeply

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fascinating. But the part of you that I

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know very very little about is your

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early years, your upbringing, your

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childhood.

2:04

Cute child.

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Really?

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I I've been fascinated by

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I think it was a cute child.

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I've only heard slithers of that part of

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your life. So could you tell me a little

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bit more about

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the childhood that made the man?

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The the main point I'm always making

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which I'm really literally happy about

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is that I was a very very happy child.

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Meaning I'm still a very happy person.

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But I think the reason why I'm

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groundedly happy is because I had a

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great like how do you say um childlike

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upbringing like I was growing up in a 90

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people village. Um, so

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Bavaria in Bavaria

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in Bavaria I literally knew everybody

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then there were a lot of other children

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so I'm an only child but like I had a

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lot of children sort of same age plus -

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4 years to to grow up with um and we

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were literally like in a TV series we

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were out all day like in summer in

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winter like it was very much like you

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would picture like what is these

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American TV series where they might they

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own on a farm or whatever like it was

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like that like sort of um

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idyllic childhood

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really idyllic like yeah no crime like

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no risk like I was literally my mom sent

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me out in the morning uh in summer

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winter and I came back in the evening

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since I'm like five like I was because

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there was no risk for anything like

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um yeah so that was sort of the very

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very this was till I'm 9 and then we

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moved to a town mini city town with like

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2,000 people so it's nearby like kil

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kilometer apart um so it was all very

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very rural very which I liked. So I'm

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actually was thinking about if I have

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children or when I have children then

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how to recreate that which I think won't

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work. So, but like I think it's great to

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have nature which is also by the way I

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mean already jumping but like yeah

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because you know that I do a lot in in

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mental health work like and one thing

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which is really healthy very very simple

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for your mental health is nature like

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there is even in Japan they prescribe

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like a walk in the forest as a as a

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treatment for depression. So anyway, so

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I grew up in these super nice childhood.

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Like I always was funnily um very

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entrepreneurial. Yeah. And nobody else

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is. So not in my family, not in this

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village. Like so that was always

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literally like with six. My mom still

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has the So the first thing which I did

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when I learned writing was writing

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invoices like so tiny bills like oh give

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me five give me five cent for for

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salads. So I was actually had a very

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flourishing gardening business.

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So since I'm four like five

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how's it going?

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Sorry wrong English term. So

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psychedelics.

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No, I I stopped it later on when I was

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12. I was like, "No, but this how I

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started my first business." But my mom

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still remembers that the first thing I

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did with my writing skills was writing

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her an invoice for salad and everything.

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And then I was literally like in a

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movie. It's very stereotype, but I was

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selling um lemonade to neighbors.

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Then I was selling lollipops in school.

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I was selling literally everything. Like

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I made a business out of everything. So

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I I remember when I went to the my first

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cinema um ever uh I think I was like

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seven. Um then I was so fascinated that

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people are buying for something which is

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apparently also on TV. They didn't get

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the difference. So then I started

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charging my parents at home when they

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wanted to switch on the TV because I was

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pretending I was running a cinema.

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So uh yeah. So every literally

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everything I was doing I saw through the

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lens of a business

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and and when you look at your children

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my parents were deeply worried in a nice

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way but they were worried.

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They always tend to be with with kids

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that are slightly different

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but they they Exactly. I Yeah. So I look

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like them. So the discussion if they

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maybe not my parents was early off the

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table. Yeah. But like sort of from the

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way how I see the world and I'm very

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different.

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What were the factors, the sort of macro

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factors at play that were making you

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into this entrepreneur at that age, but

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also the entrepreneur you came to

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become?

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It was always there. Like I

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sometimes I think for myself, I think

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because my parents were never around,

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they create this big sort of void of

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freedom and independence, which I

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thought made this connection in my mind

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that if I was going to get something, it

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came from my behavior. I'm thinking

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about those factors

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that, you know, freedom. You said, you

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know, I've heard you say that your

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parents were very keen for you just to

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be happy.

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Yeah, exactly. like they were always

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like I can be whatever I want. So, but

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it was not that I don't I don't know if

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that automatically leads to

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entrepreneurship. It could also have led

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to me being an artist or whatever. Like

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I don't think there is a connection

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between freedom. It's actually the

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freedom to be whatever you want. And

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then I think maybe you maybe it's

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genetic. Maybe it's like I don't know

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like u I this is the the point meaning

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it was always there. There is not there

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is not a moment I can think of where I

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sort of

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changed but it was literally since I can

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think since I'm four five six like very

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very early it was always there to make a

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business out of everything in a nice way

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hopefully

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that coupled with some kind of innate

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curiosity which is you Peter the said

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when he did did a quote about you in

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sifted he said that curiosity is one of

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your real sort of

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Yeah but I don't I just thinking if that

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was that early visible I loved school

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which I think I was a very nerdy child

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as well. So I yeah I um I loved actually

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I did love school for and even meaning

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now more talking than later high school

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for the one reason and even if I look

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back now I really miss it a bit because

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it was the only time in life where you

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do something for the pure reason of

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learning something with no material sort

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of meaning I turned that then also in a

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business because I started my my this

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was my first real business was when I

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started a tutoring business when I was

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14. Um and then I um

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what was that business? Tell me.

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Tutoring like like giving sort of other

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kids. Yeah. Because I was extremely good

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in school. So I was always the best one

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in my school but I was practically

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always the best one in like the Bavaria

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or whatever. Like top 10. Yeah. And I

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was always I like to explain stuff. So

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So I think I think that still helps me

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now because it's part of fundraising to

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explain complex sort of things to

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people. Anyway, so I liked I I did like

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to explain stuff and I did like to um

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and I I was good in the matter. So So I

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started tutoring. Then there was this

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tiny thing I I think a bit that because

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the teachers very much liked me because

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I was always like uh the good child like

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everybody who came to me automatically

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became a little bit better because

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teachers were treating these children

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more nicer because they were coming to

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me. So it became this sort of um

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positive virtual circle that more and

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more parents were like oh god we have to

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send our children to Christian because

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it really works and I think

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and what were you doing for these kids?

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Well, tutoring like how

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teaching them the same thing the same

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thing because they were these were the

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the ones who didn't perform well. How

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you call it English? Tutoring, right?

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Yeah. Yeah. Too. And they were your

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peers. They were the same age.

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Same age or younger? No. Or younger.

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Like it was mainly like a little bit

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younger. Like one or two years, but not

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a lot younger.

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So anyway, and then I was like after

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half a year I was so like full. Like I

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think I worked like

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10 15 hours a week uh practically all

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the time. like it was tutoring like and

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then I was like how do I really scaled

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it up and it sounds now very um I don't

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know very banal yeah but for me this was

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like the first time I really thought

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about business like in an

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entrepreneurial way how do you scale it

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up and practically I realized I have the

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brand because parents want to send their

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children to me um so I was employing

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other uh other pupils my same age or

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even a little bit older and said you can

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teach under my brand and you get half of

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it and I get half of it. So 50% margin

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and I started employing and I

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continuously till my final grade had

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like

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10 people like always employed.

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Yeah. Who were tutoring other children.

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Yeah. So it was a very lucrative

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business. Um meaning for for a child

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like but

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it's crazy. Absolutely crazy.

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And then so you get to 16, you get to 18

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in that period of your life. I hear that

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in Bavaria they have this like public

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service you've got to do for a year.

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Yeah. I just was thinking like how

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compliant do I have to be because then

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it's all I think what is it called when

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it's out of time is back like nobody

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nobody can claw it back like because

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what happened is like I was always

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extremely libertarian

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and in we had back then it changed in

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Germany but we had back then like the

10:37

Israelis have still you had to go to the

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military for a year and I think in

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generally this is wrong not because I'm

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against the military but I think you can

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employ people this is a job like people

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would should want to be a soldier or

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should want to be something else. But I

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I think as a government meaning I in

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general you think the less government

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the better. So I I was thinking

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hopefully this comes across charm but

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because I was thinking all the time how

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to avoid it. Unfortunately I was not

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daring enough back then. There were

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tricks to do it like you could have had

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said you're sort of mentally ill or

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whatever like I was not brave enough to

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go on with that. So I I decided to do um

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you can you could also opt to do civil

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servant. I s civil servant like to go to

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a hospital or whatever. So and I tried

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to be really nice. So I picked a job

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which I knew is it didn't really require

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me. It was more like okay you had to put

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these children who didn't want to go to

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the military. You could say you're

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pacifist. You had to put them somewhere.

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It was not that somebody was dependent

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on me. So I was sitting in that hospital

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and my only job was to bring stuff from

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A to B like whatever. So then I made an

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I remember that I made um um how do you

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say a proposal that if we reorganize

11:55

everything in the hospital I could do my

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job in an hour and then go home. Yeah.

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So this was I was 18 and then they were

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like okay this is crazy like it's not

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really really uh popular. Um, so and

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then I made a decision that I'm not

12:10

really going to show up anymore. Um and

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the only way to do that was to um to get

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always like doctors to give me like um

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letter

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a letter and so now comes but the

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important point because like till that

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time I um I was extremely like I loved

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learning so I was actually thinking I'm

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going to if if I would have gone and I

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think this is sometimes how crazy stuff

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happens and then it changes sort of the

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whole course of your whole life

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practically. So I think if if I would

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have gone from high school to

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university, I I would would have just

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been in that sort of mode like of

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learning being extremely good. So I

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guess I would have just went on with

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what I was doing like meaning producing

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great academic outcome so to say. So

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then came this one year which I was

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completely bored. So I I got these

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doctors um writing me letters that I

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didn't need to show up but in return I

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started managing money for them because

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I was already speculating on the stock

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market since I was like 15 16 and I was

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not bad in it. So I became friends with

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all of these doctors even in the

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hospital I was working and they were all

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like well we help you if you help us

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because this was the early days of the

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or not you know like this was 1998

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1999 like this was the stock market boom

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whatever. So everybody wanted to be in

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it. So this was sort of my trade-off for

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these letters.

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Um and so and I can't be I'm I'm easily

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bored. So I always want to do something.

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So practically because so I was not the

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type of person who was okay I have a

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free year now and I'm going just

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partying like I was like okay I have a

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free year now I'm going to do more

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tutoring. Yeah. And I'm going to do

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managing money for these doctors. Yeah.

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And sort of that completely switched my

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how do you say course like so I wasn't

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this I actually wrote the book yeah and

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tried to sell that this didn't work out

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but I did a lot of entrepreneurial stuff

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just because I had time. Yeah. And then

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when I practically went to uni then a

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year later I was sort of mentally not

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anymore in that sort of learning world.

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I was in the okay I want to be an

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entrepreneur world. And then I was and

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this sort of when I met we met uh

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actually two guys who finally were my

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tutors in a scholarship I had had during

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high school already like for sounds

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awkward but for highly gifted children.

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Yeah. So I was sort of in summer

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summer school that was the university

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this where I knew them from. We rem kind

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of and they were telling me about this

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idea and it just sounded great and they

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were like my tutors in terms of I was

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like okay these guys are the pinnacle of

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biotech. Um and then I I was the one

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let's do a company together and u we did

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and this worked out really well and then

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I dropped out of uni. So this how I

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think this how was this sort of I think

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without this one year in hospital or

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sort of one year in hospital not in

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hospital. Yeah. I would have stayed in a

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completely different path.

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I hear you talk a lot about you believe

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in like the serendipity

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and spirituality which almost seems

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surprising because you're such like a

15:24

scientific person whereas you do you do

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believe that things happen at the right

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time.

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Totally totally actually I'm actually

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very extreme with that. So I everything

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which has happening literally everything

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this conversation today

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well this conversation happens because

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we planned it yeah but like the fact for

15:41

example that we met originally yeah why

15:44

mutual friend whatever so I'm always

15:45

everything which is happening to me

15:47

which I didn't actively say hey I need

15:49

to have a meeting like which is not in

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my usual

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rhythm yeah I always think a it's

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happening for a reason and also it's

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happening for a good reason even bad

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stuff I believe even this power of

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positive thinking but like more like

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people always then say ah this means

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like if you wake up in the morning

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you're if you feel great it's going to

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be a great day I think it's more deeper

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I believe in this what there is this

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great book law of attraction like

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whatever you sort of think and rather

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how you think not just meaning sort of

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the essence what you think not like the

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detail partly but more the essence and

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if you expect sort of good stuff to

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happen you're sort of attracting that

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yeah

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you think there's a do you think there's

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a spiritual force that attracts it or do

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you your intention moves you in that

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direction.

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So, look, I'm very pragmatic, meaning I

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I mean, first of all, I dare to talk

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about this stuff because I'm very also

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scientific. So, I'm like, look, nobody

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will think I'm crazy. Yeah. Uh, maybe a

16:43

bit. No, no, I'm joking. Like, so, but

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the other thing is like there are

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multiple explanations and I don't really

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care about the explanation. You can have

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a very spiritual explanation. Yeah. It's

16:53

the force of the universe. Yeah. And

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then you can have a very pragmatic

16:57

explanation that if you continuously

16:59

expect positive stuff, then you look out

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for that stuff and then it's more like a

17:04

a numbers game or like a Yeah. But and I

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don't care like it it works tremendously

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well for me since I'm 16. Yeah. And I

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had these I had some very crazy things

17:16

which go borderline which you could

17:19

explain like sort of with statistics or

17:22

whatever. Yeah. Um, so maybe too crazy

17:26

on the show for that, but but like but

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there were some there were some things

17:29

where I tend to believe in the spiritual

17:32

explanation. Yeah, because they were

17:36

Yeah, I think harder to explain or you

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can always explain it with statistic

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like you know what I mean like but I

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don't care like it does work

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tremendously well for me.

17:45

Okay, so going back to this company you

17:46

founded with these two your two sort of

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like university mentors. This company

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went on to be really successful. I think

17:53

you said it's worth probably about 15

17:54

billion at last check market cap

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today but like I sold very early but

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very early I sold when we went public

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for a billion so it was it was one it

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was actually pun

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do you regret selling

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well there's there's a short and long

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answer no because like the short answer

18:08

is no because like a that money was the

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basis for the rest yeah b also people

18:14

always mix up market cap and share price

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so meaning I sold at the lower share

18:19

price that it's today but the share

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price is not 15x X because they did

18:23

capital increases, there was dilutive

18:24

stuff like so, so anyway, long story, it

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was an amazing start. Yeah. So, um,

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yeah, it was actually the quickest

18:31

biotech IPO I think in Germany ever. Uh,

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we IPOed 3 years, three and a half years

18:37

later after foundation

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and for a billion. So, it was was

18:41

everything. Um, and it was sort of I

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dropped out of university before, but it

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like was the sort of sort of

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catalyst

18:48

catalyst I would say. Yeah. So, I I

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don't regret that. And uh and since then

18:52

sort of I'm investing and being an

18:55

entrepreneur. I'm somewhat in between. I

18:56

would say I actually sorry when I'm

18:58

jumping I had this one story again by

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the way which is completely you can

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serendipitous

19:04

serendipitous and like even a little bit

19:06

more. So I remember it exactly. I was 14

19:09

years old and I was uh with my best

19:12

friends back then in Munich which is far

19:15

away. I mean for me this was like going

19:18

going to the big street like um and we

19:21

so we spent the weekend with family

19:23

members. I mean I really I remember

19:25

remember every single detail of the

19:26

weekend like what we did and like where

19:28

what and we went to a bookstore which is

19:32

for Germans who listen hook and dub is a

19:35

back then was like sort of like a I

19:37

don't know iconic bookstore 100 years

19:38

old in Munich I think it's still even

19:40

there although books are dying out um

19:43

smaller um so it's in the prime location

19:45

of Munich and so I remember it so I go

19:49

into that bookstore and there was these

19:51

whole how I say promot ocean

19:54

wall. Yeah. With just one book

19:58

which uh which which is uh the American

20:01

Think and Grow Rich from Napoleon Hill.

20:04

And do you know like when in movies like

20:06

the 14-year-old boy goes in and then the

20:08

light is coming down and then the

20:10

Hallelujah is coming. Sort of that

20:12

meaning there was no music, there was no

20:14

light. I was like that's it. Think and

20:16

grow rich. I need to have that book. So

20:18

I bought the book and it was practically

20:20

my first kind of I mean Napoleon Hill is

20:23

not as spiritual as some others. Yeah.

20:25

But like that was my journey into that

20:28

world of let's say spiritual infused

20:33

success

20:35

books.

20:35

How do you define spiritual?

20:37

Well there is like Napoleon Hill is sort

20:39

of and I love it by the way because

20:40

they're all so old like they're all out

20:42

of the 1920s. So they they don't have

20:45

the zeitgeist which I think in terms of

20:47

success is rather negative like so it's

20:50

sort of like raw American

20:53

horny principles.

20:54

Yes. Uh exactly like um and Napoleon

20:57

Hill has this why he was a great entry

20:59

into that thing because his view was if

21:02

you read many of the book starts that he

21:03

says he got commissioned by um Andrew

21:07

Carnegie who was the steel magnet to

21:10

find out and do interviews which I think

21:12

by the way you are doing in a certain

21:13

way. Yeah. With successful people um and

21:17

find out if there are common traits uh

21:20

you say traits yeah common denominators

21:22

which make them successful. And he did

21:24

that with all the famous people of his

21:26

time from Andrew Carnegie himself to a

21:28

lot of other famous people. And then he

21:30

made that into the book and he's

21:32

actually saying that

21:34

the question he doesn't answer the

21:36

question why these uh rules so to say

21:38

work. He's more a neutral observer. And

21:41

then the next one is actually there's a

21:42

guy called Dr. Joseph Murphy who wrote

21:45

similar books but more like with the

21:47

spiritual undertone why these rules

21:49

work. same rules sort of more

21:51

explanation why they work which went

21:53

more into the religious world and then

21:55

you have all the other book and law of

21:57

attraction is nothing else which is sort

21:59

of the modern version and the key which

22:02

is a sort of a simplified version of an

22:04

anyway simplified version yeah of this

22:06

stuff like but it's at the end it's

22:08

always the same rules some which think

22:10

it's they are god-given some which say

22:13

look again this is statistics whatever

22:15

but they do work I I deeply believe and

22:18

these things do

22:20

Yeah. Um which is

22:21

like visualization the the way you

22:23

think.

22:24

It's visualization is that the the main

22:27

thing I think is two things is

22:28

visualization. So I meditate in the

22:30

morning and the evening but it's not

22:31

real meditation. It's more like

22:32

visualization. So I ex I always have a

22:34

plan for the week for the months for the

22:36

year for my life. Yeah. And everything

22:39

kind of did come true so far. So I'm

22:42

always thinking what could I add like a

22:44

wish list. Yeah. And now again you can

22:46

say if you add something and then you

22:48

you focused on it it might come true

22:50

because you focused on it. There could

22:51

be a very banal explanation that it's

22:53

relentless execution and nothing magic

22:55

and again I don't care. It's like I'm

22:57

like well like yeah it does work. So and

23:00

the visual I think it's the two things.

23:02

It's visualization and it's also these

23:05

that you have for example I'm not it

23:08

sounds very crazy but I'm trying to not

23:10

have negative thoughts. So, and then

23:12

there is a number of negative thoughts

23:14

you're going to have anyway because you

23:16

have to deal with stuff when you run a

23:17

business. But I, for example, I have

23:19

never watched a horror movie since 20

23:20

years at least because it gives me

23:23

negativity. So I and I I go the extra

23:26

mile. So I told for example friends when

23:28

they are too much complaining meaning

23:30

I'm and the first one friends can call

23:32

for a problem but then I'm like let's go

23:34

through the problem. That's the

23:35

solution. That's what you're going to

23:37

do. But if they would repeatedly because

23:39

some people want to not solve the

23:40

problem. They want to repeat the

23:41

problem. Then I'm like, you can't call

23:43

me again on that topic because no

23:44

negativity. Yeah. So I really have a

23:47

rule. Yeah. So no negative movies. I

23:50

never watch a movie which has no a happy

23:52

ending. So I have people check or I

23:54

check. Yeah. Before does it have a happy

23:56

ending? No bad endings. Nothing which

23:58

makes me sad. Nothing which makes me

24:01

negative. because I'm not I'm not

24:03

allowed in my own religious philosophy

24:05

to have negative thoughts and feelings.

24:07

Feelings are even more important than

24:09

thoughts because I think they are the

24:10

underlying driver. So, and it sounds now

24:14

maybe cheesy and simplified, but I think

24:16

if you this is what I'm doing since I'm

24:18

14 and if you train yourself not and

24:21

again you will always have an sort of

24:24

amount because sometimes hard things

24:25

happen. Yeah. And I don't want to

24:27

pretend as if my life was easy because I

24:29

did have very hard times in business.

24:31

But even in those times I was lying in

24:33

my bed literally and was like okay this

24:36

is not fun what's happening right now

24:39

but it must happen for a very very

24:41

positive reason because this is how your

24:43

world works and funnily it always the

24:47

worst things in my life turned into the

24:49

best ones. Yeah. So because I again and

24:53

you can say now maybe somebody would say

24:55

well because he was persistent and he

24:57

didn't fall. Okay then this is the

24:59

explanation. Maybe there's a deeper one.

25:01

I don't again I don't care. I can always

25:02

come to but I would tell everybody the

25:04

two things emotionally is like don't

25:06

have negative thoughts. Just focus on

25:09

positive sort of thoughts. Visualize

25:12

these are the key things. Be happy. so

25:15

many things that you know

25:16

and dare to be happy because most people

25:17

are again don't allow themselves to be

25:20

happy and even think it's a little bit

25:21

negative. So there's this whole thing

25:24

happening on Instagram that I want to

25:25

come back to this point about this

25:26

movies and cuz I think it's very much

25:28

linked to your whole thing about alcohol

25:29

and stuff. This this happiness

25:31

equilibrium you talk about, but just

25:33

quickly on that point of being really

25:35

positive and unapologetically positive

25:37

and saying, "Listen, don't call me with

25:38

the same problem twice. Don't interrupt

25:40

my positivity." There's this whole

25:41

movement happening on Instagram at the

25:43

moment where there's such a thing as

25:45

being toxic positive. It's called

25:47

[ __ ] Like no. And I like getting on

25:50

this point like because that's one thing

25:52

I think I meaning again maybe so I have

25:55

to so maybe I'm sitting there I'm

25:58

already so old that there is another

25:59

generation I'm thinking about the other

26:01

generation and because I'm reading a lot

26:03

like very old stuff and you find soc

26:07

complaining about the youth. So maybe

26:09

that's a recurring thing. Yeah. But I

26:11

really think part part of the millennial

26:14

culture of these victimization and

26:18

always like blah is this is so wrong.

26:20

This is so wrong. Yeah. So to pretake a

26:23

question because then normally we say

26:24

well you saying that because you're

26:26

rich, you're white. Yeah. So I was like

26:28

okay this is maybe a point. Let's go

26:30

back because I didn't talk a lot about

26:32

it but I'm happy it's already like

26:34

I grew up in these 90 people village.

26:36

Yeah. I'm gay. I'm actually happily gay,

26:38

but I look meaning I know I'm I'm gay

26:40

since I'm 11ish round about. So, and I

26:43

was looking at sort of that world I was

26:45

growing up in and I was like that's not

26:47

going to resonate here. Yeah. So,

26:49

seriously like and that's very very uh

26:52

very uh positive phrased. Yeah. So, in

26:55

my school people were saying let's beat

26:57

up gay people and I was like that's not

26:58

going to end well. So, but I didn't

27:02

think that is anything bad by the way. I

27:04

didn't even think these people were sort

27:06

of wrong and obviously they were wrong

27:07

but I was like they don't know better.

27:09

I'm not like ah these are bad people. I

27:10

was just like be pragmatic. Sometimes

27:13

life is not fair. Sometimes life is not

27:14

nice but you can decide if you react on

27:18

it. That's one of the other points I

27:19

really believe in that you have these

27:21

tiny millisecond in life on everything.

27:24

If somebody is sort of rude to you, if

27:26

somebody says something very bad and you

27:28

can decide if you hurt or not. It's your

27:30

decision by the way. Nothing's gonna

27:32

hurt you if you decide you're not going

27:33

to be hurt. Yeah. So, and I was like,

27:35

they don't know better and I can't by

27:37

the way. And by the way, gay is not what

27:38

defines me. So, I was like, well, then

27:41

I'm I'm not gay for a while till I'm out

27:43

of here. Yeah. I can't because there are

27:45

other things which define me like

27:47

friends like you know like you know what

27:49

I mean? Like it's not that I reduced

27:50

myself to this one thing and was like

27:53

and now I need to shout it out to the

27:55

world and in return would have get

27:57

beaten up. Like I was like just like

27:59

just don't do it like but don't blame

28:01

the others. Yeah. And then move away

28:03

somewhere. Also I I mean this whole like

28:06

don't try to change everybody else. Work

28:08

on yourself and like and your

28:10

environment what you can change. Like I

28:12

could have started like oh my god my

28:13

life is miserable and I'm growing up in

28:15

this village and blah blah blah. And

28:17

actually talk about serendipity. I'm I'm

28:21

honestly I'm but again I'm trained to

28:23

see the positive stuff. If I look back,

28:26

if I would have been straight, I

28:28

wouldn't sit here for a very simple

28:29

reason because I would have dated every

28:32

single free minute I would have had like

28:34

Yeah. and would have enjoyed that. Yeah.

28:37

So, but I couldn't. So, so what did I

28:40

do? I was working my ass off and

28:42

learning all the time. So, and if I

28:44

hadn't had the grades I had, I would

28:47

have ended the first money I had, I

28:49

would have never met these guys with

28:51

whom I started a biotech company. Yeah.

28:53

and nothing would have happened. I would

28:55

have been an ordinary straight boy. Most

28:58

likely smart. Yeah. But not uber smart

29:00

because sometimes it's smart and hard

29:02

work to get grades. Yeah. It's not all

29:05

falls and fun. So, so, so the

29:07

practically the if you say like the the

29:10

ad, how do you say adversary or the

29:11

negative thing being gain a very hostile

29:14

environment and not talking about it and

29:15

focusing on other stuff completely made

29:18

my life. Yeah. In a very positive way. I

29:21

I I would I mean Yeah. I I'm so happy

29:24

that this was the case. Yeah. And again

29:26

and everybody should look everybody has

29:28

um limitations and negative stuff but

29:32

you should look at it and say they are

29:34

there for a very positive reason and

29:37

something amazing will come out of it. I

29:39

just need to have this continuous sort

29:41

of expectation

29:43

and optimism and and you have a real

29:45

sense of like personal responsibility

29:46

that comes across like you'll take

29:48

responsibility for yourself and your

29:49

actions

29:50

but who else but it's like who else

29:51

should woman or you know someone else.

29:54

We see that with the vaccine. Give the

29:55

government a little bit of uh

29:57

responsibility and it goes totally

29:58

wrong. You don't want anybody be

30:01

responsible for you than yourself.

30:03

So going to this point about the horror

30:04

films which I thought was somewhat

30:05

connected to what I've heard about your

30:07

rule with alcohol and cigarettes. You I

30:10

hear you've never drunk before ever.

30:11

You've never had a drink.

30:12

Exactly. So there were two reasons for

30:13

it and they were connected. The one,

30:15

again, by the way, the one reason was

30:18

because I was actually thinking like if

30:20

I'm going to be drunk 14, 15, I'm going

30:22

to spill out I'm gay and then it's over.

30:25

So, so my social life of being the

30:28

darling of the school that day.

30:29

Yeah. Exactly. No. And I was also like I

30:31

was very nerdy, so teachers loved me,

30:33

but I was also how you say school

30:35

speaker, speaker of the school,

30:36

whatever. So, I was socially had a great

30:38

life. So, I was like, "No, let's not

30:40

risk that." Like, no alcohol, you could

30:42

say the wrong stuff. Yeah. So that was

30:45

the one thing and the other thing was

30:46

that I always sort of because you do

30:48

that as a child but in general and I

30:50

think it's a good thing like if you have

30:52

one weakness in my case the weakness for

30:54

the time was being gay the other you

30:56

build on your strengths which was like

30:58

okay I think I'm kind of smart and also

31:00

like smart in terms of learning smart I

31:02

learned very easy I always had the best

31:04

grades yeah so I was I was sort of

31:06

focusing on that so I was also like okay

31:08

alcohol could take that away from me uh

31:11

because I thought it makes me dumb which

31:13

by the way was yeah in a lot of amounts

31:16

I still wouldn't drink but so these were

31:18

my childish reasons not to drink and

31:20

then I just decided okay I think I have

31:23

the perfect equilibrium like uh being

31:25

always happy having very good grades

31:28

everything was perfect so I was like I'm

31:30

not going to touch any drug ever

31:32

and you still haven't touched alcohol

31:33

cigarettes

31:34

no so I have not I haven't drank alcohol

31:36

I haven't smoked a cigarette ever I

31:37

haven't smoked a joint ever I have not

31:39

take cocaine I haven't anything like

31:40

no comment

31:41

I did I did actually drink alco the

31:44

first time when I was sorry echo sorry

31:45

right sorry coffee uh the first time

31:47

when I was 28

31:48

so you avoided coffee as well

31:49

I was even avoiding coffee and tea yeah

31:51

because it was a drug it was almost like

31:53

the the very religious people so I would

31:55

have been a good Mormon um so um but

31:58

then coffee I started drinking when I

31:59

was 28

32:00

there's something crazy here where you

32:01

think okay so the guy that doesn't want

32:02

to upset his equilibrium goes on to be

32:05

the biggest psychedelics investor in the

32:06

world which is all about

32:07

I think there was a very good ground

32:08

because what happened is so I had u a

32:12

discussion or a dinner. It wasn't a

32:14

discussion. It was like a dinner

32:15

discussion like we were set somebody sat

32:18

us next to each other with funnily the

32:20

joke and said, "Oh, you the guy was a

32:23

very or is a very famous um drug

32:26

researcher like he's the David Nut of

32:28

Germany like the a drug uh yeah adviser

32:31

to the government and yeah a

32:33

neuroscientist and somebody said, "Oh,

32:35

you should two should sit next to each

32:37

other because maybe you can loosen

32:38

Christian up a bit and he could drink a

32:40

little bit of alcohol." So, so this is

32:42

how I met Rhino on his name again.

32:45

Ex. No, but like exactly like again by

32:48

but everybody else would have said I

32:50

remember that I was like oh my god

32:51

that's awesome like and everybody else

32:53

would have said well I again and every

32:55

single thing happening I see it's good

32:58

for me. Yeah. So um so anyway so we had

33:01

this discussion and I think the short

33:04

version is he was like look everything

33:06

you think is bad is bad like so don't

33:09

touch it. Exactly. He actually showed me

33:12

these and uh whoever is watching and

33:14

maybe I don't know if you can put it

33:16

into the the like Yeah. So like this

33:19

this famous very famous but it's so um

33:21

to the point meaning he's David Nut in

33:24

the UK wrote a whole book about the

33:25

misperception of drugs but this one like

33:28

he had this one chart which David not

33:31

made and Rhina pulled it pulled it off

33:33

in the internet where you can see sort

33:35

of the harm um of each drug.

33:38

Yeah. So how much harm there was this

33:40

harm scale and Bradley on number one is

33:42

alcohol even in a in a holistic approach

33:45

alcohol is the worst

33:47

and then closely followed by heroin

33:50

which by the way the media used a little

33:51

bit against David Nut which was highly

33:53

unfair because the headline I remember I

33:54

think in the sun or whatever was like oh

33:57

guy says heroin is better than alcohol.

33:59

No the thing is like they're both very

34:01

very bad like but alcohol is as well. We

34:03

have these

34:04

and this is the chart that says the harm

34:05

to you and the harm to others

34:06

both. It's it's it's in one. So yeah, a

34:10

chart that shows the harm that these

34:11

different drugs have on you and others

34:13

and alcohol is the worst.

34:14

Exactly. Always the worst, but closely

34:16

followed by heroine. Yeah. And closely

34:18

followed by um crystal math or whatever.

34:20

Like everything is bad. And I really

34:22

like if there is one positive outcome of

34:25

people watching that don't do it. But

34:26

don't do alcohol, don't do heroin, don't

34:28

do crystal mask, don't nothing. No,

34:30

there is no by the way and I'm the most

34:32

again pragmatic person because what I

34:34

was talking with him was like is there

34:37

any drug there could be a drug where you

34:39

say oh it has a little bit of downside

34:41

but it has enormous upside and then you

34:44

can think for yourself again you are

34:46

responsible I don't think the government

34:47

should be responsible to think for

34:49

myself is there any upside of me taking

34:53

that risk because if I go in a car I

34:55

came to you in a car so I took a risk of

34:57

dying meaning very low But there was a

35:00

risk. But I was it's worth to sit with

35:02

Stephen and do their podcast. Like no,

35:04

but everything we do in life, by the

35:07

way, people should look at it's like a

35:08

risk return. Yeah. So maybe somebody

35:10

says, "Oh, if I smoke a joint once in a

35:13

while, it makes me so relaxed." Anyway,

35:14

but you should be aware of the risks.

35:17

And I think people aren't, especially

35:18

not with alcohol. Yeah. And if you then

35:20

still decide actively, I'm going to

35:21

enjoy my glass of wine, then I think

35:23

it's great, but you should know it

35:24

anyway. So, but at the end of that scale

35:27

it said um

35:30

um probably at the very end is

35:32

mushrooms, magic mushrooms and before

35:34

the very end is the second sort of

35:36

easiest or second lowest risk is is LSD.

35:38

Practically the psychedelic group of uh

35:41

of drug and he was like Christian like I

35:44

can't tell you what my host told me to

35:46

tell you that you should try alcohol.

35:48

Don't meaning I can also tell you're not

35:50

going to die but like don't do it. Yeah.

35:52

uh but you should do actually magic

35:55

mushrooms. And I was like, "Look, you're

35:57

clearly insane. Like I'm I've never

35:59

drank alcohol and I'm not going to touch

36:01

an illegal drug." Yeah. And he was very

36:04

very uh

36:06

persuasive because he was like, "Look,

36:08

first of all, you do biotech. You

36:10

started your career in biotech. Like I

36:12

send you um I send you all the research

36:15

I did or I do." But also, which was very

36:18

cool, hindsight. I didn't even value it

36:21

back then. He was like, I did my PhD

36:24

with famous Hoffman who invented LSD.

36:26

So, so Ret was replucked into like the

36:29

old guard of psychedelic luminaries. And

36:32

he was like, I sent you all what what he

36:34

did like read it because there were all

36:36

these studies. It's not like an crazy

36:39

idea meaning again actually magic

36:41

mushrooms or the ingredient pseudocybin

36:43

was used as an approved medical drug in

36:46

the 50s by sandals actually very uh at

36:49

least in Germany famous um um brand um

36:54

for for depression he was like look it

36:56

was medical it has no risk as you can

36:58

see I tell you as in the older studies

37:00

at least read it and again I'm very

37:02

curious I was like well send me I'm so

37:06

that was actually against serendipity

37:07

and so and now comes the biggest

37:09

serendipity because like so for one year

37:11

I was just like not meaning it's not

37:15

that I had it on my mind every day I was

37:16

it was there like I read a little bit

37:18

here and by the way again I know a

37:20

there's even a book about that but which

37:23

says what some people believe is destiny

37:25

is just like if you aware of a theme

37:28

yeah it's a little bit like when I tell

37:30

you don't think of the blue elephant or

37:32

the white whatever you think of it like

37:34

so there is this one book I can't

37:35

remember the name which again would be

37:37

fine for me like because again it works

37:39

was like if you are aware of a thing of

37:42

a theme then it pops up everywhere.

37:44

Yeah. So over a year there were not a

37:46

lot because it was completely not in the

37:48

public domain but like there were once

37:51

here and there I was like okay read

37:53

something again whatever and then more

37:55

or less exactly one year later I was

37:58

with my best friends who

38:00

actually have a steak in a tie so

38:02

they're happy with my best friends in

38:04

the Caribbean. Uh, so disclaimer, it was

38:07

a place u where where it's legal. Um,

38:11

and they had magic mushrooms and they

38:13

had it like it looked like mushrooms.

38:15

Like this was good because I I'm so

38:18

hypocchondric and frightened of

38:19

everything. So I would never have taken

38:22

anything which didn't look like

38:23

mushrooms. So these were dried

38:25

mushrooms. Like so I was like see from

38:27

the ground.

38:27

Yeah. I was like, "Okay, that looks

38:29

real." Like and they were like and I

38:30

trust them. They're my best friends.

38:32

Yeah. So big shout out to Landon and

38:34

Julian. Yeah. So I trust them anyway.

38:37

They were like, "Look, we grew it

38:38

ourselves." So like safe. We know what

38:40

we're doing. Yeah. Um and I was like

38:43

actually calling Rhina and

38:45

the guy you'd met in Germany.

38:47

Yes. So I'm not mentioning his last name

38:48

because I don't know if he he works

38:50

still in a very famous job. Uh and I he

38:53

was actually saying the sentence, look,

38:55

as your doctor friend do it. It's the

38:58

best place, best people. You know it's

39:01

real.

39:01

Setting everything is perfect. do it.

39:04

So, so I took all my courage I had. Um,

39:08

I was really like and it's it sounds now

39:10

I can't say how nervous I was in sort of

39:14

both anxious and positive like it was

39:16

like really not maybe people say, "Oh,

39:18

he's talking about magic all the time.

39:20

It must have been an easy decision." It

39:21

was not. Yeah. For days and I was like,

39:23

"Okay, let's do it." I still know

39:24

exactly the point on the beach. Yeah. Uh

39:27

because we're going there every Easter

39:28

and somewhere I'm going to put a big

39:30

magic mushroom statue here. Uh I really

39:32

will. I really will. I know the guys who

39:34

own the island. So I Yeah, they already

39:36

know of it. Actually, the guy who owns

39:38

the island is now a shareholder at Tai

39:39

as well. So everybody is literally

39:42

everybody. So um so I did it and it was

39:46

the single most meaningful thing. Full

39:48

stop. And by the way, it confirmed

39:50

everything I just said. So because what

39:52

a lot of people report is that um that

39:57

um you

40:00

it's a very spiritual experience and in

40:02

that case it was not just a spiritual

40:04

experience but it really confirmed 100%

40:07

my fuel in life which is by the way

40:09

interesting because if we look now at

40:12

people because a lot of people ask me

40:14

especially successful people they're

40:17

like oh I've read somebody takes it and

40:19

then he's want to be a farmer in Brazil.

40:21

by the way, which was my biggest fear.

40:22

My biggest fear was like, I'm going to

40:24

come out of that and I'm going to change

40:26

my whole life because I realize that I

40:29

don't know, I want to do something else.

40:30

Hindsight, I tell everybody that look at

40:34

me and look at others. We have both. We

40:36

have people like me who come out are

40:38

very even more happy. But it for me it

40:41

was a very big confirmation of what I'm

40:44

doing. Yeah. Um because um Yeah. I don't

40:48

mean not because like it was a

40:50

confirmation like okay you see the world

40:51

in the right way everything what you do

40:54

how you do you can work on it so I got a

40:57

lot of ideas how to make it better but

41:00

like sort of the message was you're on

41:02

the right path so some other people come

41:04

out and the message is look you have to

41:07

do something completely what is why is

41:09

it different it's actually the same what

41:11

it does I think one sort of how you say

41:15

one description of of psychedelics is in

41:18

general they

41:21

you realize or you um you recognize

41:24

yourself and all your sort of positive

41:27

and all your dreams all your trauma and

41:30

everybody has a bit of trauma must not

41:32

be a real so everything and then and

41:34

some people and then I was always

41:36

hindsight I can say now I was right like

41:39

I or I was right I I I was good in it I

41:42

was always living a very honest life to

41:44

myself again doesn't mean that I say hey

41:47

I decided for example not to tell

41:48

anybody I'm gay. But that's not from my

41:50

point of view, this was not a lie

41:51

because it's my decision. But it was not

41:53

a lie to myself. Yeah. It was an active

41:55

decision to just make my life

41:57

suppressing it. It was not suppressing

41:58

it. I was just like pragmatically. Yeah.

42:01

By the way, it was also very simple.

42:02

There was also nobody to date. I was

42:03

very simple like no. Exactly. Risk risk

42:06

return. There was no upside because

42:08

there was nobody who would have

42:10

appreciated that. Yeah. And if there

42:12

would have been a hot guy and I was like

42:13

he's gay, I'm gay. I was like, hey,

42:15

immediately like but there was no

42:17

upside. but a lot of downside. Anyway,

42:19

but what I'm saying is like I always

42:20

lived a very honest life um to myself.

42:23

Yeah. Again, this doesn't mean you have

42:24

to shout everything out and this was

42:26

confirmed. So other people who don't

42:28

live an honest life to themsel and lie

42:30

to themsel and maybe tell themselves

42:33

that they are happy with XY Z, they

42:36

might realize on a magic motion trip

42:38

that they're not like they need and this

42:39

is the other people who change. Yeah.

42:41

But so it's very dependent on Yeah. But

42:44

it was just one aspect of so many

42:47

positive aspects and then sort of I

42:50

immediately after the trip had sort of

42:52

the idea okay this should be actually

42:54

legal. I was actually not even the first

42:57

impetus was not that I should make a

42:59

company because I was very sure people

43:02

must work on that stuff because it's so

43:04

powerful and when I then found out

43:07

actually it took me two years I was

43:08

looking around like that there was none

43:12

then we did it ourselves.

43:13

Just to go back to that point though you

43:15

you you categorize that moment your

43:17

first trip as the single most meaningful

43:19

experience of your life.

43:20

Yeah. today full stop nothing comes

43:23

close

43:24

and maybe I would add plus the follow on

43:27

trips over the last year so it's not

43:29

just this one trip I would say as well

43:32

but I would I would I would summarize my

43:35

psychedelic experience and I still like

43:38

try to do a trip once or twice a year in

43:40

a country where it's legal yeah I would

43:42

summarize as the most meaningful sort of

43:46

holistic experience I've had in my life

43:48

full yeah for sure like

43:50

you do this trip um on the beach with

43:52

your friends, you you think to yourself,

43:54

you know, this must be legal. Fast

43:56

forward, you get a call from one of your

43:58

friends called Mike.

43:59

No, it's way No, it's way crazier. It's

44:02

way crazier. Again, super serendipity.

44:04

So, fast forward for 2 years, I was very

44:07

very carefully looking around and

44:10

actually not telling a lot of people

44:11

about it, which was wrong. And if I

44:14

would have gone on like that,

44:17

I wouldn't sit here again. Meaning, at

44:18

least not now. I would sit here. maybe

44:20

but like not talking about mushrooms or

44:21

my psychedelics. So for two years I was

44:24

kind of extremely holding back. So I

44:26

told my closest friends actually the

44:28

ones who knew me very well

44:31

saw that or positive like my parents

44:33

were like hey you became an even nicer

44:36

child. We have an amazing relationship

44:37

but it became even better. So my mom was

44:39

very quickly saying something happened

44:40

in your holiday. Yeah. Yeah. So, so um

44:44

so, so the ones who knew me well, but

44:46

like I didn't shout it out and I was

44:48

actually very very

44:50

careful and shy because it's like

44:53

technically Yeah. And back then, by the

44:55

way, let's not forget like we're talking

44:56

about it also now so easily because all

44:58

the books came out, we have the success

45:00

like compasses listed like

45:03

now is completely different than so

45:06

anyway. So for two years I was very like

45:08

lowkey. Yeah. And then I had be and

45:11

again this is like maybe the biggest

45:13

financial serendipity uh or like message

45:16

of the universe if you want to see it

45:17

like that because for two years I was

45:20

sort of like just telling friends very

45:22

close friends and then I had u one other

45:26

trip within a holiday trip. The main

45:29

message on that trip was Christian this

45:31

makes you so happy you have to talk to

45:34

other people about this don't be shy

45:37

just good thing will come out things

45:38

will come out if you talk about it so I

45:40

had a real mission so I got this real

45:42

mission on that trip to sort of be open

45:45

about it and then actually from that

45:48

holiday I was flying literally the week

45:52

after I met a very close friend and

45:54

business partner of mine Mike Novagrat

45:56

um who's big in finance and like huge

45:59

huge.

46:00

Yeah. So, but he's he's not what I want

46:01

to say he's not the guy who would talk

46:03

about mushrooms normally and I wouldn't

46:05

have had but he was my test case because

46:08

I had the mission. The mission was don't

46:10

be afraid talk about me because it's

46:12

going to be good for you and the world.

46:14

So, I met Mike and he literally Mike is

46:16

always like that. What's up? Because I

46:18

think I do cool stuff like from other

46:21

stuff. So, a lot of friends are always

46:22

like, "Hey, what's new? What's up? What

46:24

you investing in?" I was like, "Mike,

46:26

you won't believe it. I just had a

46:28

mushroom trip and this was amazing and I

46:31

want to talk tell you about it and he

46:32

was like this wa mushroom like I I

46:34

remember Mike said the the sentence like

46:37

he hasn't talked about it hadn't back

46:39

then for like 20 years because

46:41

especially in the US a lot of people

46:42

it's like a college thing like

46:44

party

46:45

was like 20 years never heard about it

46:48

again since college so I told him all of

46:51

my experience on that trip um and in

46:54

general or so and he was like very

46:56

interested did. Yeah. And so the next

46:58

day, literally the next day, my phone

47:00

rings. Mike is on it and actually he

47:02

said it. Yeah. He said, "Look,

47:03

Christian, this is the weirdest

47:05

coincidence." So since 20 years or I

47:08

haven't talked about psychedelics for 20

47:11

years. Yesterday you were in my office

47:13

talking about nothing else than

47:14

psychedelics. And this morning, my

47:17

sister or sister, his sister called him.

47:19

So my sister called me and she's on Bali

47:23

with these crazy couple from London who

47:25

told her they want to start a company

47:28

which is working on bringing magic

47:30

mushrooms back in the legal realm and

47:32

they need somebody who's financing them

47:33

and nobody wants to touch it. And I was

47:35

like this is this is such a coincidence.

47:38

You in London they in London like Yeah.

47:40

And these are George and Katya the

47:41

founders of of Compass. Yeah. And I was

47:43

like connect me immediately. And I

47:46

remember this was January and then we

47:47

met when I was back and they were back

47:49

from Bali in February um 201.

47:55

Yeah. And I they tell if we talk about

47:58

like within the meeting I was like okay

48:00

we going we're going to do that

48:00

together. That's that's what I've waited

48:02

for since 2 years. And again if I hadn't

48:05

taken the decision to openly talk about

48:08

it um I wouldn't have told Mike. I

48:11

wouldn't have met George and Katya. We

48:12

wouldn't sit here at least not sit here

48:14

talking about this one. And the magic

48:15

mushrooms were the thing that told you

48:17

to talk about it.

48:18

That's right.

48:19

And you you end up being, you know, the

48:20

single biggest investor in the space, a

48:22

space which is now really sort of main

48:25

becoming more mainstream at an alarming

48:27

rate. A sort of a category that's

48:29

exploded from a financial perspective.

48:31

Um, and you've you've you've co-ounded

48:34

and invested in two the two biggest sort

48:36

of companies in this area and Compass

48:38

Pathways.

48:39

Exactly. So practically I co-founded

48:41

both in compass I was more the seed

48:43

investor because it was George's and

48:44

Katya's idea and I added actually a very

48:47

close friend of mine Lars as the third

48:49

co-founder and I was the seed investor

48:50

but sort of I was there

48:52

even before the company existed we were

48:54

sitting in my in my living room and

48:56

planning it and then when I realized how

49:00

positive or it was actually easier is

49:04

the wrong word but it was sort of I had

49:07

I had expected more

49:11

hurdles. Yeah. And it's maybe sadly

49:14

actually the time which is helping us

49:16

because there are so many people

49:18

suffering and it becomes sort of also

49:20

financially sometimes life is very the

49:22

world functions very pragmatic like in

49:24

the in the moment something becomes a

49:26

big crisis also financially. Yeah. The

49:29

yeah regulator. So anyway whatever it

49:33

was it was the right time. So, Compass

49:35

quickly actually got FDA

49:38

um fast track designation which was a

49:40

big thing stuff like that. So, and then

49:43

I actually realized oh there are more

49:44

psychedelics out there than meaning

49:46

everybody's always almost using magic

49:49

mushrooms and psychedelics as the same

49:51

but like we have the headline

49:52

psychedelics a group of drugs and

49:55

psilocybin the active ingredient in

49:56

magic mushrooms is one of them. So there

49:58

are more of them from MDMA to LSD,

50:01

ketamine, ibukane, whatever. And and

50:04

compass wanted always to focus on um on

50:08

psilocybin. So I was like, okay, then

50:10

I'm starting a Thai as sort of a

50:12

platform where we actually bring on more

50:17

more of these compounds to explore them

50:19

for mental health issues.

50:21

Of all the compounds in a Thai, and I

50:23

know there's a lot of them, right? I

50:25

think you've got over 13 compounds,

50:26

different psychedelic compounds within a

50:28

tie. Um, we've talked a lot about magic

50:30

mushrooms and that the active compound

50:32

in magic mushrooms for anybody that

50:33

doesn't know is psilocybin, which is

50:34

what compass pathway does. Of all the

50:37

others, and I know this is like I've

50:38

heard you say before, this is like

50:39

choosing your favorite child. Which ones

50:41

of the psychedelic compounds is

50:43

incredibly compelling to you and really

50:45

stands out is being able to have a

50:47

really significant impact?

50:49

That's really hard to say. I really I

50:51

really mean it because like it really

50:53

meaning because they all have all all

50:56

compounds we work on have a

51:00

sort of reason to exist or positive like

51:03

have a have a place in treating mental

51:05

health issues hopefully.

51:06

Tell me about ibain then.

51:07

Yeah. So so then now what I want is the

51:10

question is what is your

51:14

what does somebody sees as the biggest

51:16

problem? or name me the problem you

51:17

think is the worst and then I tell you

51:19

sort of which drug is the best like kind

51:21

of so so so I think I gain is this is is

51:24

interesting because also

51:27

because I gain goes against addiction

51:30

and there is actually almost nothing

51:32

else which works for addiction so

51:34

addiction we talk about here severe

51:36

addiction like especially to opioids and

51:38

heroin is sort of I don't know if you

51:41

can say it on English really [ __ ] up

51:43

like it's like that's one of the really

51:45

severe mental stuff like where most

51:48

people have um how do you call it like

51:50

um relapse relapse like and then it's

51:54

also one of these sort of things if you

51:56

look at I don't know families and

51:58

friends where somebody is addicted sort

52:00

of it's very like it's like cancer in in

52:03

in in the social environment so it's

52:04

sort of

52:05

it's it's but or I would even say any

52:08

mental health is like it's always

52:10

affecting others as well but I think

52:11

addiction sort of stands out in a

52:13

certain way and I gain is the only drug

52:16

we know which potentially I always have

52:18

to say with all these drugs potentially

52:19

because we are about to prove it once

52:21

and for all with scientific terms or

52:24

with scientific framework FDA sort of

52:28

compliant but I gain the potential to

52:30

really cure addiction with one trip.

52:32

Yeah. And that would be a massive game

52:34

changer for the whole opioid crisis. Uh

52:37

but even alcohol addiction like it's not

52:39

just opio like Yeah. And Yeah. you know,

52:42

you're trying to you're trying to make

52:43

people's lives better, right? You're

52:45

trying to get them. It almost seems

52:46

like, you know, because you've you've

52:48

been gifted enough to be happy your

52:49

whole life. You you're doing a lot to

52:51

make sure other people can be happy on

52:52

one end. But the other thing that you're

52:53

doing, which also kind of blew my mind

52:55

when I met you, is trying to extend

52:57

life. You know, you've got Elon who's

52:59

like trying to save life on Earth, but

53:01

also take us to a new one. And it seems

53:03

like, you know, Apiron, your investment

53:04

company is trying to make the life we

53:06

live more joyous and fulfilled, but also

53:09

trying to extend it. and the work you're

53:11

doing with life longevity I actually

53:14

find

53:15

maybe even more

53:19

bonkers. Like when I first heard about

53:21

psychedelics I was like really and then

53:22

I spent 6 months 9 months learning and I

53:24

was like oh my god like I get it but

53:27

life longevity for me is like really we

53:30

can really we can really extend our

53:31

lives and you you've got companies which

53:33

are working on that challenge. So tell

53:36

me about life longevity. Is it possible?

53:39

I well okay let's so so so let's phrase

53:43

it correctly like because even I if I

53:46

want to sort of some say something very

53:48

um pokey I'm like oh we're going to live

53:50

forever yeah that's not going to happen

53:52

for an accident reason yes you could say

53:55

maybe we live forever if we really

53:57

upload our brain to our computer but

53:59

that not that I think that's completely

54:01

impossible but I think then we're not

54:03

human anymore that's a different

54:05

discussion like so but I would say as

54:07

long as we stay fairly human, meaning

54:12

having a body,

54:14

having sort of the human setup we have.

54:17

Yeah. There will always be an end. Let's

54:19

start there because the worst case if

54:21

you live hundreds of years, you're going

54:22

to have an accident somewhere and

54:24

somebody blows you up. You have a By the

54:26

way, it's going to as a side note, I

54:29

think it's going to change once we get

54:31

older and older. It's going to change

54:32

the way how we look at risk because I

54:36

already start avoiding crazy stuff

54:38

because I'm like it's not worth it.

54:40

Again, risk return. Like I have this one

54:43

colleague I always try to convince he's

54:45

50 and he drives a motorbike and I'm

54:47

like you shouldn't do it. Like the sort

54:49

of statistical risk is so big of driving

54:51

a motorbike. And his answer is well

54:53

because he's still thinking his his life

54:54

expectancy is 70. He's like, "Well, but

54:56

I'm exchanging 20 years if it happens

54:59

against my biggest passion, and this is

55:02

a trade-off worth it." And I was like,

55:03

"Well, a it's already stupid. But if you

55:06

if you It's okay if this is your

55:08

opinion, 20 years against the risk of

55:11

losing it. But I tell you like it's not

55:13

20. You already if you're 50, I'm going

55:15

to get you up or we going to get you up

55:16

with longevity science to maybe 90 or

55:18

100 by the way, in a good way. So would

55:20

you exchange 50?" And then suddenly you

55:22

see okay then he starts thinking because

55:24

so and now think it a little bit further

55:27

like if you say hey our natural life

55:29

experience someone will be 200 maybe we

55:32

stop doing stuff we're doing now because

55:35

it could sort of yeah so but you know

55:37

back to your question like longevity

55:38

never means immortality because again as

55:40

long as we stay kind of human because

55:42

there's an accident risk uh by the way I

55:45

also believe spiritually again that we

55:48

don't want to live forever I I think

55:51

part of being human again as long as we

55:54

stay that and we can talk about that as

55:55

well because it's another thing I'm

55:56

thinking a lot maybe we don't stay human

55:58

in our current form but as long so I

56:01

think to part of being human is having

56:04

an end

56:06

because that makes everything we do so I

56:08

just don't want it now like I want to

56:10

have more of it but I think the the sort

56:12

of the li that there is a time limit on

56:15

being human is actually which makes us

56:16

thrive yeah and which makes us

56:19

everything special

56:20

everything special. So I don't think I

56:22

want to take that away. I just want to

56:23

extend

56:25

the joy. Yeah.

56:26

Then doesn't it just become relative

56:27

again then? So if you live to 150 but

56:29

wait so so what I really believe what we

56:31

get in the next

56:35

maybe like

56:37

30 20 to 30. It's come it's I think it's

56:40

going to come way quicker than people

56:42

think is that we're going to get life

56:44

expectancy up

56:46

to to a time or to a to a to a to a size

56:50

to a magnitude where we want to die. And

56:53

I think it's even like this will be a

56:54

range and some people might already say

56:58

100 I had it all. I had enough

57:00

birthdays, enough Christmases and so

57:04

some people want to maybe live to 300.

57:05

But I think we going to give people that

57:07

optionality sooner than we think. And

57:10

then I think dying will be like this is

57:12

my vision like it's a celebration. I

57:14

would someone say look guys I had it

57:16

all. I love you love life but I really

57:19

think I'm ready for whatever comes.

57:21

Maybe comes nothing. I don't know but

57:22

like I have an expectation but like yeah

57:24

but whatever it is I'm going to finish

57:25

it now. Throw a big party. Say goodbye

57:28

to everybody and then go out on my own

57:31

terms on my own time. I think that's

57:32

going to be sooner than we think.

57:36

You whispered that I have an

57:37

expectation.

57:38

Well, I think there is another life.

57:39

Like I think it's a continuous uh cycle.

57:42

But that's not a spiritual question like

57:44

but like I I very much believe we have

57:45

an eternal soul. Yeah. I don't even

57:47

think there is a number. But first of

57:49

all I again I come back which gives me a

57:50

lot of thing. I don't believe in the

57:52

Christian thing that we have anything to

57:54

prove. That's already starts because it

57:56

means you're not worthy and you have to

57:58

prove yourself worthy. It's like you I

58:01

think everybody should be deeply happy

58:03

and do exactly what he he or she feels

58:06

is the right thing to do. No, by the

58:07

way, again, this is I think what people

58:09

realize on the on the psychedelics is

58:11

like they I always like to say like

58:14

which is maybe a good way to describe a

58:16

psychedelic trip like since we're young

58:19

and again maybe my parents were like

58:22

better than other parents in avoiding

58:23

that but since we're baby people start

58:26

telling us what we should do what we

58:30

should not do how we should be how we

58:32

should think how we should and I always

58:34

say like there is your soul somewhere

58:36

like what form of your soul is like but

58:39

there is somewhere the level of you you

58:41

and again the problem is when we have

58:43

this discussion what I want to avoid why

58:44

I'm sometimes so blurry is that if you

58:47

start using religious terms then some

58:49

people might be set off yeah or pushed

58:52

away because if I use the word soul or

58:55

god then uh a Christian person might

58:57

have a different reaction than a Muslim

58:59

person than a um than a Hindu person

59:02

yeah interestingly a lot of people who

59:05

went through psychedelics have sort of

59:06

the same description because so so

59:08

anyways it's by trying to use as neutral

59:11

worlds as possible. So let's call it

59:12

soul or inner you or whatever and then

59:15

you have all these sort of external

59:19

sort of um garbage almost what other

59:22

people put on you. Yeah. And and I think

59:26

some people literally lose sight

59:30

what they really are and want. So and I

59:33

actually was always very good. So what I

59:35

realized under my trip that sort of so

59:37

what happens under a trip sort of all

59:38

this garbage is taken away. So you

59:40

really look at you

59:42

but you and your real naked sort of

59:47

form like form I mean like you recognize

59:51

yourself all your fears all your wishes

59:54

all your whatever. Yeah. And

59:56

interestingly it was for me it was still

59:59

a great experience but it was not so

60:00

different. So which told me

60:03

okay I did a good job before

60:05

psychedelics to sort of be again true to

60:08

myself and I I don't believe in what

60:10

what some faith say that that oh you

60:13

have to be worthy because you are worthy

60:15

yeah and you are great you just should

60:17

live the life as sort of it is fit for

60:21

you and again this is for everybody it's

60:22

different but you need to know it yeah

60:24

so so but to so this is my belief and

60:26

then so and so so there is no okay I

60:30

have it's not like a computer game where

60:31

you have to reach a level and do certain

60:34

things and then come to the next one. I

60:36

just think it's like an endless positive

60:38

sort of cycle of experiences. Yeah. So,

60:41

and I'm definitely know that somewhere

60:43

and I'm going to want to go to to the

60:45

next level is the wrong word to the next

60:48

experience. Yeah. Um but for now I want

60:51

to actually extend this one.

60:52

A lot of people don't get to live and

60:54

this is what I was thinking is like this

60:56

this idea that people will get to a

60:57

point in their life where they say you

60:58

know what I've had enough. This has been

61:00

great. I would you do you genuinely

61:02

believe you'll get to a point where

61:04

maybe 150 whatever where you think

61:06

I think some it's going to happen like I

61:08

maybe it's very late meaning I hope but

61:10

again I think this is the ultimate

61:12

meaning I'm already pissed about the

61:14

government interfering in in my stuff in

61:16

any way but the biggest interference is

61:18

death it's not my I don't choose the

61:21

time I don't choose like and we need to

61:22

change that so I think the biggest sort

61:25

of liberty everybody has will be

61:28

choosing his or her own Yes, but you'll

61:31

always be curious. The world will always

61:32

be changing. There'll always be

61:34

go on like a long time.

61:35

I I I I I'm trying to understand if I if

61:37

I genuinely believe that Christian will

61:39

ever get to a point where he's bored

61:40

because you're such a curious but it's

61:42

great if that is the case. I really

61:44

don't know like meaning but I'm just

61:45

saying I believe like again I think

61:48

there is a moment everybody will come to

61:50

that. Maybe it's very very great. Like

61:53

I'm working on it. Like

61:54

And you don't think death is a n is a

61:56

especially that age is like a natural

61:59

thing? I hear you talking about it as a

62:01

as a bug or as a disease or something.

62:04

Well, that that's I would say definitely

62:07

aging is a disease. Something is wrong.

62:10

So something is I know how the

62:13

20-year-old Christian looked and was and

62:16

felt. And by the way, my DNA is the same

62:21

like it was when I was born, like it was

62:22

when I was 20, like it's now, but

62:24

something of the same DNA. It's like a

62:27

little bit we know how the house it's

62:28

the construction plan of the house is

62:31

the same. And some

62:34

the sort of minions who who translate

62:37

the construction plan into the building.

62:40

Yeah. Change it and not to the better

62:43

from age 20 on like I get gray hair,

62:46

whatever. Like so but we know still it

62:49

is there like the original source of

62:51

information is there our DNA. So we just

62:54

need to find out it is super simplified

62:57

what changes the translation of our DNA

63:01

into mistakes and into what we call

63:03

aging. Yeah that's a very simplified

63:05

view but it shows you that it's not so

63:07

natural. Yeah because it's not that your

63:09

DNA is if if it would be natural maybe

63:11

your DNA would change. You would say we

63:13

can't change that. Yeah. But it's not

63:14

like your DNA is the same till you die.

63:16

Like so we just need to make sure that

63:19

the translation happens like when you

63:20

were 20. So by the way I deeply believe

63:22

not just that we can slow down and stop

63:24

aging, we can reverse it

63:25

because again I know how Steven many you

63:27

are still obviously at your prime. Yeah,

63:29

but I know how Christian in his primes

63:32

looked like and yeah, you know what I

63:35

mean?

63:35

Yeah.

63:36

And we can bring it back. So

63:37

some some Yeah. going to say some

63:39

animals live for a couple of days

63:40

though. So I I take like I look at take

63:42

an evolutionary perspective on this and

63:43

think like you know there's some like

63:44

flies that live for like 4 days but it's

63:46

enough time.

63:47

Maybe we are there at the moment to

63:48

escape the evolutionary velocity. Maybe

63:50

that's the pinnacle where we sort of

63:53

start becoming and I know because I

63:55

don't mean it like in a placeic way. I

63:57

think we meant to be like gods in our

63:59

own way. Yeah. And we start now to go to

64:02

the sort of source and construction of

64:05

life ourselves. And I think that's an

64:07

enormously curious thing. And like Yeah.

64:09

Maybe that's what we meant to be. I'm

64:10

rather on the positive side. This is not

64:12

blasphemy or whatever, but this is like

64:14

what God set us up for, so to say. By

64:17

the way, every single religion, it's a

64:18

very fun. Nobody ever I don't say I

64:22

love, by the way, uh and you know, we

64:24

can't say today that there is a big

64:25

thing coming out about religion and and

64:28

science of religion, but I always love

64:30

that I'm always was finally drawn to the

64:32

mystical side and the religious side.

64:35

And aside of what we discussed on let's

64:36

what I call spiritual side I was always

64:38

always very interested in the history of

64:40

religions. Um and interestingly a one

64:43

sad actually

64:45

happy and sad observation is that in the

64:48

very core all religions are the same.

64:50

They all preach the same good stuff. Be

64:52

nice be nice to others and then once

64:56

they become an organization the [ __ ]

64:57

starts. Yeah. So and uh and also one

65:01

what most religions have just going

65:03

through but mo yeah literally most

65:05

religions have the big ones is that they

65:08

at the very beginning say that we are a

65:11

part and a mirror or is the English term

65:14

that we are an image of God

65:15

and we don't talk about that because now

65:17

everybody's like oh if you if you want

65:20

to live forever well what a lot of

65:21

people again if you want to defy aging

65:23

and there are a lot of people oh you

65:25

want to play god yeah this is sort of

65:27

the

65:27

the rebuttals the real and I was like

65:29

but maybe that's what we meant to be

65:31

because if I go to the Bible it says we

65:33

are the image of God so maybe we are

65:37

meant to play God because that's what we

65:39

are in in a philosophical way so I don't

65:41

think it's not e ethically at all I

65:43

think it's the ultimate actually

65:45

challenge we have to solve yeah um

65:48

the other rebuttal I would I thought the

65:50

first time I heard about the the

65:52

possibility of extending life was that

65:54

you know we'd have a really aging

65:55

population where we'd all So, it's

65:58

interesting you talk about reversing

65:59

aging, but we'd all be 170 and slightly

66:01

like, you know, slow.

66:02

It doesn't make any It doesn't make

66:04

medically or sense we won't be 150 and

66:07

super old. It doesn't make sense. You

66:09

can't extend lifespan that much without

66:11

rejuvenation. It comes at this. Thanks,

66:14

God. And nobody wants to be like because

66:17

by the way, that's what most people fear

66:19

though. Why they It's interesting how

66:22

many people reject the idea of living

66:25

very long. I don't know if living very

66:27

long but the one of the very bal reasons

66:29

is that they automatically think okay if

66:32

Christian would succeed in making us

66:35

live till 150 they take okay I know a

66:37

90-year-old granny from of mine and

66:40

she's not in good shape and now they add

66:42

another 60 years and they're like no

66:44

that's not what I want but that's exact

66:46

but that's not what's going to happen in

66:48

the moment we can push life expectancy

66:50

way further than 90 it it goes hand

66:54

inhand with rejuvenation

66:56

And then more people want it.

66:58

And what time frame do you expect?

67:00

I think we're going to see

67:03

step really really tangible steps

67:05

forward the next 20 years. Yeah. And

67:08

then let's say 20 to 40 later by the way

67:12

which is not that far. Yeah. And um and

67:16

also um the um this going to change

67:19

society meaning everything. And

67:21

interestingly, every politician I talk

67:23

to thinks like, well, that's far away.

67:25

And I was like, no, it's not it's not

67:27

that so far away than you think. And

67:29

like this going to affect us sooner and

67:31

we need to talk about it about about

67:33

social systems, about anything. Yeah. Uh

67:36

this going to be one of the massive

67:38

black but I not a negative way by the

67:40

way. I think it's going to be good, but

67:41

like I'm an eternal optimist. Like um

67:43

but like in a it will be a massive

67:45

change for the world.

67:49

Let me drink this delicious drink.

67:52

What's it called?

67:55

I put it like in a commercial in the We

67:58

should like leave that in. It's like

67:59

hopefully it's better. H

68:01

fuel. Yeah.

68:02

Yeah.

68:02

Human fuel.

68:04

Human fuel.

68:05

Okay. It's a very good name.

68:06

Yeah, it's a very good name.

68:07

Who came up with that name?

68:08

Julian Han.

68:09

Oh yeah.

68:12

Um, so switching because in fact the

68:15

topic the topics of conversation we've

68:16

discussed are super interesting but

68:18

personally the things that I find most

68:20

fascinating about you are you're just

68:23

like ridiculous ridiculous work ethic

68:27

and I've talked to some of your friends.

68:28

I spoke to Aaron. I spoke to people

68:30

around you just to confirm what I

68:32

thought and the intensity and the amount

68:35

you work I think is just like

68:36

staggering. I think I'm really

68:38

hardworking. I've seen you in action

68:40

around the clock over the weekend. The

68:42

fact that we're doing this on a

68:43

Saturday. I don't normally record the

68:44

podcast and say

68:45

it's a hobby. It's like it's like having

68:46

fun. It's not like work, but okay. I

68:48

know it. Yeah.

68:49

My point is about, you know, in culture,

68:50

people talk about this term work life

68:52

balance. And I think you've kind of

68:52

responded to it there.

68:54

Very easy. There shouldn't be a work

68:55

life balance. There should just be one

68:57

continuous hobby. That's my view on it.

69:00

People should love what they do in a

69:02

way. Obviously, you do different things

69:04

and I love more things. So, but like

69:06

there I I always said since I'm 16 or

69:09

actually 14 since I have my tutoring, if

69:12

I would call it work life balance then I

69:15

have a shitty life because it's just

69:17

work but my work is my life and I love

69:19

it and it's integrated and most of my

69:22

friends I work with and like even like

69:25

friends who didn't this is how I came to

69:26

the movie business because just like I

69:28

had friends who were actors and were in

69:29

a movie business and then I was like

69:31

maybe we should work together maybe we

69:32

should finance a movie like it's like

69:35

Yeah, I don't want to see it as a

69:37

separation.

69:37

Separation.

69:38

Quick one. Starting from the minute the

69:40

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69:54

more personal things. So, relationships.

69:56

How does someone who works as hard as

69:58

you find any I'm I'm presuming you value

70:02

what relationships can bring you? Well,

70:04

complicated topic is work in progress

70:07

like welcome to the podcast the diary.

70:10

Oh no it's like uh no that that's work

70:14

in progress. So that's like uh because

70:16

obviously like I'm so much in love with

70:18

my work that um that it's always it's

70:21

hard I think for another person although

70:24

I think I can try to be very uplifting

70:26

because I would try say the same what I

70:30

told you is like I would tell every

70:31

partner like you have to find you can't

70:34

expect from me to get give you meaning

70:36

you need to give yourself meaning and

70:37

then we can be happy together yeah but I

70:39

this is unfortunately not how a lot of

70:41

people work like so it's very easy that

70:43

sort

70:45

I have a quote on Instagram, my best

70:46

performing quote ever. It says, um, "If

70:49

we're dating, I want to be your second

70:50

priority. I want your first priority to

70:52

be you, your passions, your future. If

70:53

we're happy alone, we'll be happier

70:55

together."

70:55

Yeah, that's so Yeah. And I'm happy

70:57

alone, by the way.

70:58

Yeah. I

70:59

I'm also like an introvert extrovert, so

71:01

people think I'm very extrovert, and I

71:03

can be and I want to be like can I like

71:05

to host parties and dinners and do

71:08

things like that, but then I want to be

71:09

alone actually a lot. So, do you value

71:14

and tell me the value of a relationship

71:17

in your view of like a really good

71:19

committed relationship? Do you value it?

71:21

That's a complicated, right? So, um

71:25

because because if I say no, it sounds

71:28

brutal and I don't No, no. And I don't

71:30

mean it like I I I think it's more the

71:33

answer is more complicated. So

71:36

I build myself that I that I'm sort of

71:40

very like independently. So so I value

71:44

relationships

71:46

a lot. So that's the real answer. But I

71:50

I'm not in the concept that one should

71:52

stand out. So I rather have groups. So I

71:55

I believe that or I believe like I do

71:58

have like 10 but not one like 10 very

72:03

very close friends who most of them I

72:05

have since a very long time. I actually

72:08

extremely value relations but I'm not

72:11

saying okay there is this one relation

72:13

in my life which will completely stand

72:16

out from the rest which is maybe a um a

72:19

complicated thing for relationship. I do

72:20

think though this will change once you

72:22

get children. Yeah. So which I want. So

72:25

that's sort of the Yeah. Um and by the

72:28

way, I also do think people change like

72:30

and and I don't think the core of you

72:32

changes and like the core but like you

72:34

can make adjustments. So I know for

72:35

example that when I want children or

72:38

once I have children that I have to make

72:41

adjustments because I just want children

72:45

if they have the same happy childhood

72:47

that I had. So I want to be either no

72:48

dad or a great dad. Yeah. So and then I

72:51

know I need to make adjustments. So, but

72:53

then it's worth it and then it's my

72:56

active decision to take it.

72:58

How is it? You are the busiest person I

73:00

know. I was just thinking then I was

73:01

thinking, is this the busiest person I

73:03

know? You're probably You're the busiest

73:04

person I know. I'd say

73:07

have you struggled to have romantic

73:09

relationships because of that busyness?

73:13

I feel like in like a interrogation of

73:16

curt.

73:17

What did you think was going to happen

73:18

here?

73:19

This is what it's this is these are the

73:21

things no one talks about, right? And I

73:22

sit here single struggling.

73:24

So I'm like I'll ask Christian cuz he's

73:26

way busier and I'm struggling. So is

73:28

there any hope for Steve?

73:29

Yeah, totally. Like there's hope for all

73:32

of us. Be positive.

73:33

It's funny. It's this feels like a bit

73:35

more of an uncomfortable topic for you

73:36

for some reason.

73:37

No, it's just very private. It's not

73:39

uncomfortable. I will tell you my fuse

73:40

in private easier because

73:43

um

73:43

there's 100,000 people watching.

73:45

Exactly. 100,000 people now. It's

73:48

getting like cringey. Um, no. It it is

73:52

definitely a problem

73:54

full stop. Like Yeah.

73:55

And you realize that you're going to

73:56

have to adjust at some point if I want

73:58

to do that. Yeah.

74:00

Yeah.

74:00

And then you always say like, okay, you

74:02

do that. The issue is like what I

74:04

thinking a lot. How do you know when to

74:06

adjust like in terms of because you

74:08

would say romantically you would say you

74:10

adjust when the right one comes. How do

74:11

you know that the right one comes if you

74:14

don't have time to figure out to right?

74:15

There is these a little bit and I

74:17

haven't figured that fully out. You're

74:19

someone looking at the past 40 years of

74:21

your life that does whatever he wants to

74:23

do and isn't actually very good at

74:24

adjusting unwillingly. You you've never

74:26

been good in your life story at doing

74:28

something unwillingly.

74:31

You go the way Christian wants to go and

74:33

I just

74:34

I wonder I'm like when will what will be

74:36

the catalyst? You said kids may be there

74:38

but what will be the catalyst that makes

74:39

Christian

74:40

adjust?

74:42

But maybe it's a romantic thing you

74:43

really like love at first sight. I mean

74:45

again the good thing is that I I deeply

74:48

believe that makes me very calm that

74:50

coming back to what we had that this I I

74:53

deeply believe it's going to come at the

74:54

right time and I know that I'm sort of

74:57

enough open for it because it's the same

74:59

like with business ideas or the same

75:01

with other stuff in my life. Again, if

75:03

you're open open heart open mind you're

75:05

going to see it when it comes. So it's

75:08

not it's a little bit like with anything

75:10

else like you don't have negative

75:12

thoughts. Don't think oh I need it now

75:15

like yeah so it comes when it comes like

75:18

because everything in my life came at

75:19

the right time why not this one so I'm

75:22

very that's how I see it

75:25

I guess at the macro level

75:26

and by the way if in the moment things

75:28

came I can just say now business stuff

75:31

but like again business is my like when

75:33

psychedelics came and then the business

75:35

meaning that's sort of very a big part

75:39

of my time allocation over the last oh

75:42

like four or five years was in the into

75:43

the secondary business. I made space for

75:45

it. Yeah. So, I'm always like it's not

75:48

again when things comes you realize that

75:50

you you realize the message and then you

75:53

make space for it.

75:54

But there's a chance you said that you

75:56

might be obstructing it from coming and

75:58

happening because you're so preoccupied

76:00

with

76:00

No, I'm thinking about that. Then my

76:03

conclusion is then usually that or

76:05

because again like I'm because romance

76:08

is maybe but it's not maybe it's maybe

76:10

not like finding a good company maybe

76:12

that sounds now very um very

76:15

non-romantic but I don't mean it's

76:17

romantic because I also think finding

76:18

company is very romantic or very very uh

76:20

emotional. Yeah. uh if I look for

76:23

example at the psychedelic business I

76:24

think that but I do actively again it's

76:28

not that I'm ignoring so what I said

76:30

before my my my philosophy of not having

76:33

negative thoughts doesn't mean that you

76:35

cannot analyze sort of stuff and sort of

76:39

look on the risky side so I do think

76:41

about it is my life how I lead it maybe

76:44

preventing

76:45

to have sort of the one and only

76:48

romantic um experience Uh my conclusion

76:52

is then mostly that I'm like okay no

76:55

because like it will come at the right

76:57

time and then you're going to realize it

76:58

and then you're going to make space like

76:59

you make like I make space for

77:01

everything else.

77:01

It's so funny cuz you because you're

77:03

such an internal optimist I almost can't

77:05

get you to

77:07

but that's how it work. Bad things

77:08

happen to me as well. Bad things are

77:10

there but my mind twists it around or

77:13

twists like this is what I'm really

77:15

training since I'm 14 since I bought the

77:17

book in Munich. like every throw it to

77:19

me throw it to me a negative thing

77:21

and I'm I'm maybe a little bit puzzled

77:24

for a second or for example even this is

77:27

how it works like things even if things

77:28

in our portfolio don't go well I'm like

77:30

a little bit like shaken for a moment

77:32

and I'm like where's the good thing and

77:34

how can I turn that in my mind how can I

77:37

see the upside yeah

77:40

it's fascinating because I was yeah I'm

77:42

trying to get you to you know the reason

77:44

why I started this podcast is because

77:46

sometimes I want to highlight that for

77:48

all the great things people see that you

77:49

know there'll be people watching you

77:50

thinking I would want to be have all

77:52

these companies and manage you two

77:53

billion of assets and all these things

77:55

but there's always a there's always some

77:57

kind of down not downside but sacrifice

77:59

we could say that's happening and I'm

78:01

trying to get out where that sacrifice

78:03

is and the problem is you are happy so

78:08

and you're pursuing yourself so it's

78:11

hard to identify a sacrifice when you're

78:12

that optimistic

78:13

no exact I know what you mean I just try

78:16

also as a message not to see it like I I

78:19

think people shouldn't see it because

78:20

that's the negative story about success.

78:23

The negative story of success is that

78:25

people see people and say, "Oh, I want

78:28

to be like them. Yeah, I would like to

78:30

have the wealth. I would like to have XY

78:32

Z." Then they can't immediately have it

78:35

because by the way, it's a long process

78:37

and you need to work harder. But and

78:40

then they tell you, "Oh, they must have

78:42

gone through a lot of sacrifice." Yeah.

78:44

And then this is a little bit what calms

78:46

them down or they they they have a lot

78:48

of bad stuff like coming with it. I

78:50

think that's the wrong way to look at

78:51

for both sides. Like I think the right

78:52

way to look at it like do I really want

78:55

that? Is this really what makes me

78:58

happy? Yeah.

79:00

And then it's by the way not that easy

79:01

to meaning everybody would say like oh

79:03

yeah it's like simplified money makes me

79:06

happy but then again do you makes it

79:07

happy what comes with it but I don't

79:09

want to call it a sacrifice because I

79:11

wouldn't do it if I would have to

79:13

sacrifice stuff in order to get money

79:14

because it's not about money anyway by

79:16

the way money from a certain moment on

79:19

is not really

79:21

the driving force

79:21

there there's there is there isn't

79:23

meaning there is great research it's not

79:24

money it's like that for from

79:26

practically zero to x Money gives you

79:29

happiness because it makes your life

79:31

easier. So, but then someone you're not

79:33

going to spend it because somewhere it

79:35

becomes a figure. Yeah. And then it's

79:37

about do you love what you do? Yeah. So,

79:40

latest then. Yeah. But like so so I

79:42

don't people should see not this you

79:44

can't see I don't know wealth or

79:47

anything separated from the the process

79:51

how you got there. Yeah. And then it's

79:54

not about saying oh the process was hard

79:55

and sacrifice. It's like is the whole

79:58

process what I love doing then you

80:00

should throw you sort of or is it

80:02

something else what I love and then you

80:04

should not though envy other people

80:07

because that makes you miserable as

80:08

well.

80:09

You should always embrace what the

80:11

problem is people often don't know what

80:13

they really want. Yeah. And that again

80:16

psychedelics give you like but like in

80:18

the moment you embrace what you really

80:20

want and maybe like like a housewife

80:23

maybe really loves it. It's not

80:25

something where she should say, "Oh, I'm

80:26

just a housewife and somebody else is a

80:29

big entrepreneur." Maybe that's what she

80:31

really wants in this life. She maybe

80:32

wants to have children, take care of

80:34

them and take care of him in exactly the

80:35

way. But it's about knowing that

80:37

actively, not letting other people

80:40

put you in that position

80:42

or let circumstances put you in that

80:44

position, but like actively know

80:47

yourself. Is that what makes you happy?

80:49

Yeah, I've written about this at length

80:50

in the book. this idea that like um but

80:52

obviously the huge force in our lives at

80:54

the moment which whispers in our ear

80:55

that we want to be something else is

80:57

like social media and so society say

80:59

you've got to be a doctor your mom might

81:00

say or Instagram will say you've got to

81:02

be a billionaire and really you just

81:04

want to be an artist that dances in

81:05

Croatia you know what I mean

81:06

exactly embrace it but again you need to

81:08

know it like by the way I think as much

81:11

as I love tech that's one of the other

81:13

topics which which really like sort of

81:15

how you say keep me away at yeah but

81:18

keep me away at night is

81:21

something in the world we live in or

81:23

actually something in the world we are

81:26

building because we we reconstructing

81:29

the world in any form and people I think

81:31

have no no real glimpse yet how crazy

81:35

this will be. Yeah, we going now. People

81:38

think we we're in like a 20 year of tech

81:40

boom, which is true on the one side, but

81:43

if you're really honest, and there's

81:45

this famous quote which I love to use

81:46

from Peter Teal who said we wanted

81:49

flying cars and we got 140 characters on

81:53

Twitter. Yeah. Which says practically if

81:55

you look at the last 20 years, yes, we

81:57

had a tech boom, but more or less I'm

82:00

simplifying. Yeah. The what changed is

82:03

the distribution of goods. Amazon. Now

82:06

we're not shopping anymore. We're

82:07

getting it delivered, but it's still the

82:09

same goods. Yeah.

82:10

Um and um social media, it changed.

82:14

Communication changed, but we didn't go

82:16

to the fabric

82:19

of

82:20

society, industry, and ourselves. So now

82:23

we starting going to reformulate and

82:26

rechange the fabric of ourselves

82:29

longevity. We're gonna really make not

82:32

just five years again maybe with which

82:34

change everything we change and this is

82:36

all interdependent then in a moment we

82:38

change the fabric of our body or then we

82:40

change the fabric of society because

82:42

society is very much linked to an 80

82:45

year life expectancy yeah flying cars

82:47

are now really coming literally we have

82:50

fly yeah we have flying cars now soon

82:52

yeah we're going to go to Mars somewhere

82:53

and it's going to happen maybe 20 maybe

82:55

it's going to happen so the world is

82:57

going to change like we've never seen it

82:59

before so And I love it. Yeah. And you

83:02

love it. And maybe even the people who

83:04

watch that love it because otherwise

83:05

they maybe wouldn't watch it. But like

83:08

the majority of people doesn't. Yeah. So

83:11

and I think that's one of the underlying

83:13

reasons which makes the society more and

83:16

more depressive or mental health because

83:18

like I think there is this enormous

83:20

fear. Um, and people often have like I

83:24

think it's a another word for gut

83:27

feeling like you have you can't really

83:29

explain it what makes you nervous but it

83:30

makes you nervous and I think that's

83:32

what happening. So I think the sort of

83:34

the world as a whole except of some

83:36

eternal optimists and some techies.

83:37

Yeah. Are like yeah maybe I like a

83:40

single piece. I like my iPhone. I like

83:42

that. But as an entirety that makes me

83:45

deeply uncomfortable.

83:46

The race of change around.

83:47

Exactly. Yeah. So and even if they don't

83:49

know it, the bus driver maybe can't

83:52

fully explain how a self-driving bus

83:54

will work, but somewhere he feels that

83:56

in 10 years it's not going to be his job

83:58

anymore. Yeah. And I think that creates

84:00

a lot of risk because the last time that

84:02

happened that was when we changed from

84:05

the agricultural society to the um to

84:09

the industrial society. Yeah. And you

84:11

can say now we changed from the

84:12

industrial society to let's call it data

84:16

society.

84:17

We need a word for it but we're changing

84:19

and changing in a massive way. So and

84:23

then so there are a lot of parallels

84:26

of the time between 1875

84:29

and 1920 the people were there was these

84:32

elite technically who said everything is

84:34

possible you had um it was I think it

84:37

was in 1870 but I don't know something

84:39

when when the Eiffel Tower was built

84:41

there was these uh what is it called

84:42

world exhibition like and people were

84:44

like oh my god when there was Jules Vern

84:46

when it was also around the time and

84:48

hopefully I spell him right in English

84:49

like he wrote all these books Yeah. Like

84:52

the sci-fi books. Yeah. So the world was

84:54

already there once. Unfortunately, we

84:56

had then two world wars.

84:57

Yeah. And you can look at a lot of

84:59

reasons why World War I and two happened

85:00

and there is a lot of different layers

85:02

of um of of reasons. But I believe that

85:05

the main reason is these sort of

85:08

disenfranchisement

85:09

of the agricultural society who were

85:12

deeply panicky like what's happening to

85:15

the world because the world the farmer

85:18

Yeah. in the 19th century knew was

85:22

disappearing in in front of his eyes.

85:23

Yeah. And it's exactly happening the

85:25

same again. So

85:27

couldn't there could there not be

85:28

another reason linked to that why people

85:30

are be becoming depressed in the

85:31

technological evolution? Because you

85:32

know at the start of this podcast you

85:34

said about the importance of nature and

85:35

I've read studies about you know

85:37

prisoners who face who face nature

85:39

versus a brick wall are 30% less likely

85:42

to be depressed. And the the sort of

85:44

very human prehistoric origin of the

85:46

human being is one that's in nature.

85:48

It's one that's in a tribe, has

85:50

meaningful connections, and the

85:51

technological revolution is ridding, you

85:53

know, I now live between four white

85:54

walls alone in a big gray city. Could

85:56

that also not be part of the reason why

85:58

people are we're getting less human than

86:00

ever? And in fact, what I what I like,

86:03

you know, when I read about some of the

86:04

social reasons why people are getting

86:06

more depressed, it's because we're

86:06

getting further and further away from

86:08

being human.

86:10

This is maybe a little bit more

86:11

philosophical, but like if you look at

86:12

like the things that help with mental

86:14

health, some typically it's it's

86:16

meaningful connection. It's nature. It's

86:18

good diet. No more junk.

86:20

And these are all things that humans did

86:22

10,000 years ago. It's like we have to

86:24

go back to find ourselves again.

86:26

Or we have to find our human place in a

86:29

world which is changing. So yes. So I I

86:32

I do I do think a lot how can we stay

86:35

human

86:36

in a world which is changing that

86:39

crazily as it does

86:40

which wants robots. It's like this world

86:42

now would appreciate if I was a robot

86:44

more productive.

86:45

Now I think we can adjust. And by the

86:47

way, and I know it's like and I'm saying

86:49

that with all the disclaimers, it's not

86:52

legal right now and I'm always coming

86:53

back to that. But I do think somewhere

86:56

psychedelics will be

86:59

will be the medication for that because

87:02

it keeps us in a certain way very human

87:05

but it at the same time makes us very

87:07

adaptive on our environment. Um so

87:10

that's so I give you is more or less the

87:12

same what you said. So how I see what do

87:14

humans need to be happy? I think it's

87:16

three things. It's

87:19

some form of faith and I explain in a

87:21

second. So, it's faith, it's purpose,

87:25

and it's love. It's super cheesy what

87:27

I'm saying now, but like these are the

87:28

three things which I I think make us

87:31

as a as as as a the combination of these

87:35

three things make make us happy. Then I

87:38

think let's go go through it. faith

87:40

means any form of um higher meaning or

87:45

the other way around. I think being

87:47

atheist or believing literally in a

87:50

materialistic world where if you die

87:52

you're dead and then you rot. Yeah.

87:54

Makes people very unhappy. This is not a

87:56

again meaning I made I think the case

87:58

that I believe in in more but like let's

88:00

it's not even a case. It's just like

88:02

saying like factually I think people

88:04

need that. We need this why every

88:07

society ever developed a religion. Like

88:10

I think we need it. Why? Because we're

88:11

terrorized of dying. We don't admit it.

88:13

I admit it. I don't want to age. Aging

88:15

sucks. Dying sucks. And even worse, by

88:18

the way, dying of people I love sucks.

88:21

So, and we don't talk about it. We

88:23

completely pushed it away from us. Yeah.

88:26

And I believe religion always gave

88:28

people that sort of calmness or a little

88:31

bit of a calmness that as death is not

88:35

the end. You want to see people again,

88:37

people you love, whatever. So, and I

88:38

think it's important because otherwise

88:39

you have this permanent terror of death

88:42

in your head and you might not have been

88:43

it but you have. Second point is

88:45

purpose. What I say with a bus driver,

88:48

people need a purpose. Yeah. and they

88:50

need to know why they wake up in the

88:52

morning and um and um what they're

88:55

doing. So having said that uh in front

88:58

of our very eyes at the moment like the

89:00

these these things are dissolving that

89:01

the purposes so we need to find new ones

89:03

and the most important is we need love

89:04

and in a cheesy way must not be a

89:06

one-on-one relationship but it could be

89:08

could be a one-on-one relationship could

89:09

be a family could be a close friend

89:11

could be a community. Yeah. So love on

89:14

various levels. So and

89:16

actually the bad thing is if you look at

89:18

where the world is going at the moment

89:20

all these three things are dissolved. So

89:23

face is on a super decline. Yeah.

89:26

Um then purpose is on decline because we

89:29

changing the world and most people don't

89:31

find their purpose immediately there.

89:33

And then unfortunately also communities

89:34

are on decline. traditional family

89:36

structures, but also communities.

89:38

Meaning, if I remember if I grew up, I

89:40

had like what do you call it in English?

89:41

When you go to like a theater group and

89:43

I had 10 groups, like it was all like it

89:45

was it was the sort of the pinnacle of a

89:47

community. We were so and it was great.

89:49

Yeah. And I don't think if you have that

89:51

anymore in that way. Yeah. Or at least

89:53

this sort of vanishing. Yeah.

89:55

Statistically, there's a study in the US

89:57

which says um 15 years ago, people would

90:00

respond to the question, how many people

90:01

can you turn to in time of crisis? The

90:03

medium answer was three. It's now zero.

90:05

It's crazy. Like I had 10 when I was

90:07

young. And psychedelics are giving you

90:08

that all of that. They're giving you

90:10

faith,

90:11

spirituality. They're giving you purpose

90:13

because you you re you realize that the

90:15

purpose lies within you and you can

90:17

reinvent yourself. And they're giving

90:19

you love because you realize the value

90:21

of connections, whatever.

90:24

I read tons of things and this is a bit

90:25

of a sideway, but I read a great

90:27

No, it's really great. Like

90:29

what is great?

90:29

I love it. Like

90:31

he's talking about the hu he's drinking.

90:32

It's good. I will send you a big box of

90:34

There's different flavors. This one's

90:35

berry. So, we'll send you this flavor as

90:37

well. But it's also really good for you.

90:38

It's the reason I'm in the best shape of

90:40

my life. I read something really

90:41

interesting, which again goes against a

90:42

couple of narratives I would expect from

90:44

you. You said you have 42 pills a day.

90:47

Roundabout.

90:49

This is someone that doesn't want to

90:50

mess with their equilibrium. It's having

90:52

42 different pills a day.

90:53

Well, no. Yeah, but it's it's not

90:56

Okay. No, I'm joking.

90:58

No, no. It's like um I someone going to

91:00

put it online because so many people ask

91:01

like so I um first of all I think

91:05

everything we take we eat is an active

91:09

decision. So I like so if you remember

91:11

like before the the the

91:13

the podcast

91:13

the podcast I was looking at it because

91:15

I wanted to know what is in it like and

91:16

there is seems to be a lot of good stuff

91:18

in it. Yeah. I think that might be one

91:20

of the greatest endorsements ever. the

91:22

fact that somebody who cares that much

91:24

about their health that they won't touch

91:25

anything bad looked at what was inside

91:27

Hu looked at the the vitamins, the the

91:30

level of protein, the carbs, and all of

91:32

the amazing things it has in it. Someone

91:35

like Christian who is a billionaire and

91:36

decided that it was good enough for him,

91:39

right? Um Christian is obsessed with his

91:41

health and uh and also I guess the other

91:43

thing is he really really enjoyed the

91:45

flavor as well. He tried two flavors. He

91:46

tried the new banana flavor, which if

91:48

you haven't tried, I highly recommend

91:50

you do. But he also tried the berry

91:52

flavor, which he actually decided to

91:54

take with him, which was my old my old

91:56

favorite flavor. My new favorite flavor

91:58

is the ready to drink banana flavor. But

92:00

um I believe, you know, someone like

92:03

Christian who cares a lot about his

92:04

health, who cares about convenience, and

92:07

who cares about consuming things that

92:08

taste good, I believe Christian is the

92:10

perfect customer for him. If you are

92:12

someone that is often skips meals or

92:14

doesn't always get the sort of

92:16

nutritionally complete diet that you

92:18

need to function properly and to extend

92:20

the length of your life and to be

92:21

healthy in your body and mind and he is

92:23

just such a good solution. So, so I

92:26

don't I'm not in a camp where people say

92:28

oh vitamins or any form of of added

92:31

stuff is bad because I'm like everything

92:33

I eat is something external going in my

92:36

body. Yeah. So and then my view on on

92:39

aging at the moment is at the moment

92:42

there is unfortunately we're working on

92:43

it hard. Yeah. But there is nothing

92:46

which really slows down aging

92:47

dramatically. Yeah. Dramatically or and

92:50

or or even reverses it. However, there

92:53

are things which give you a little bit

92:55

of an edge. Yeah. And the edge is not

92:57

big. Yeah. But unfortunately I'm not 20

93:01

anymore. If I would been 20 which uh

93:04

then I would say hey no then then the

93:06

optionality would be super easy. If I

93:08

would be 20 now and I tell that my

93:09

godchildren they don't believe it

93:10

they're 10 I'm like you're going to live

93:12

for hundreds of years. Yeah. So I'm

93:15

unfortunately fortunately because I

93:17

still have the opportunity and again my

93:19

decision was like I want to work on it

93:21

because I think I do it better than

93:22

others. Yeah. And I'd rather trust

93:24

myself than wait than others doing it.

93:26

Seriously, like we're like I like okay

93:27

but I'm I'm at the borderline like

93:30

because I need to hurry up. So So even

93:32

if I do something now at the moment

93:34

which gives me statistically two more

93:37

years that's two more years like Yeah.

93:41

in a in a race. Yeah.

93:42

Tell me what these things are.

93:44

Well I think the

93:45

I'm 20 so I'd like to

93:46

Yes. So I think there are some some easy

93:49

things to do like um the uh for example

93:53

sleep is super important. Yeah. Then um

93:57

why why sleep important

93:59

for could talk we could you should do I

94:02

told you you should do a podcast just

94:03

about sleep expon

94:06

yeah oh you had so it's perfect like

94:08

there's so many reasons but sleep is one

94:10

of the core things we don't fully

94:12

understand it yet but like who has

94:14

practically if you I don't know the

94:16

exact number but read why we sleep from

94:18

Matthew Walker like I think if if you if

94:20

you sleep 2 three hours less than you

94:23

should for some days your immune system

94:24

is collapsing If your immune system

94:26

collapsing that your probability of

94:27

cancer goes up and I mean sleep has so

94:30

many ne good sleep is so good for you

94:32

and ne too little sleep has so many

94:34

negative consequences that so sleep is

94:36

super important so I try to sleep enough

94:39

for example I try that's one of the

94:40

luxury things uh which I can do because

94:43

I work for myself that I don't have

94:45

early morning meetings so and I have

94:47

always something to do like emails

94:49

whatever but I try that I can wake up

94:51

naturally so I never wake up with an

94:53

alarm clock as unless I need to fly or

94:56

whatever. Yeah. So, um so that's one

94:59

thing. Then obviously no alcohol.

95:01

Alcohol is a is a is a is toxic like

95:03

full stop. Cigarettes. All all drugs

95:05

except of psychedelics are toxic. Yeah.

95:07

So don't do them. Yeah. Very bad for

95:09

aging. Yeah. You see that by the way

95:11

when people like Yeah. Um I don't want

95:13

to

95:15

say now that I aged well, but like if I

95:17

go to a class reunion or whatever, like

95:19

some people who drink very a lot of

95:21

alcohol and eat [ __ ] Yeah. they look

95:24

older like it's like so so they say is

95:26

yeah food like intake you be healthy

95:28

don't carbs like sugar is super bad like

95:31

I think so so I don't want to go yes I

95:33

do 42 pills or whatever it is yeah and

95:36

meaning it's the list would be long and

95:38

maybe again maybe I put it somewhere

95:39

online but I think the message is

95:41

because if people jump from zero to 42

95:44

pills they won't do it anyway so whoever

95:46

listens now I would say if you do the

95:48

three four five things which sort of

95:50

it's these 8020 rules I'm trying to

95:52

carve out the

95:53

20% but go for the sort of the easy hard

95:57

and easy first. Sleep, healthy food,

96:00

exercise is super important. Must not be

96:03

super hard exercise, but like every day

96:06

like 20, 30 minutes of mild to medium

96:08

exercise, as I said, no drugs, no

96:11

alcohol, whatever. Um, these are the

96:14

main ones. You're going to be

96:15

significantly healthier. And

96:16

I heard you talk about intermittent

96:17

fasting.

96:18

Yes. Oh, sorry. Intermittent fasting is

96:19

one. Yes. So I try not to eat for 16 18

96:22

hours a day every day. And once you

96:24

start doing it, you you sort of you

96:27

why why do you do that? Why do you

96:29

intermittently fast? I've always been

96:30

curious about it. I've never done it.

96:32

Uh because it's very healthy. I mean

96:33

there are a lot of health benefits. Your

96:36

your blood sugar level sort of

96:37

normalizes which has then sort of a lot

96:40

of um follow on effects. Yeah. It's also

96:44

you lose weight. It's a very simple like

96:46

Yeah. Um

96:48

I um I actually only have one other

96:50

thing that I wanted to ask you about. I

96:51

mean I I don't I have a million things,

96:52

but in the interest of time, it was

96:54

about Bitcoin.

96:55

Yep.

96:56

You you've you've been a big investor in

96:58

Bitcoin and the future of Bitcoin,

97:00

you're bullish.

97:00

Super bullish. Because what I think is

97:02

like

97:03

all politicians from left and right from

97:05

from any part of the spectrum. And by

97:08

the way, I think about it a lot. I think

97:10

maybe it's not even a stupid decision

97:11

what they took but like all politicians

97:14

decided that money printing is the thing

97:17

to go. Yeah. So we're going to see these

97:20

massive devaluation of fiat money and

97:22

never before again I really love history

97:25

and normally this happened to one

97:27

currency or one country or whatever at

97:30

the moment it happens it's it's

97:32

happening to all the major currencies in

97:33

the world euro

97:35

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97:37

remn like US dollar everything is sort

97:40

of devaluated at the same time so and

97:42

because everything is relative to each

97:44

other obviously by the way it's not just

97:45

bitcoin but assets go up this is why I'm

97:47

on a 10 year horizon. I'm extremely

97:50

bullish on in general quality assets,

97:54

stocks, bitcoin, anything which is not

97:57

cash. I think the most dangerous asset

98:00

class for 10 years is cash. Doesn't mean

98:04

by the way there can't be stock market

98:05

crash whatever in between where you want

98:07

to have cash to buy. Yeah. So you should

98:10

have like how you say in English

98:11

tactically cash but not like

98:12

strategically cash. Yeah. Um so but

98:15

Bitcoin and so and Bitcoin is one of

98:18

these assets first and then second the

98:21

world always needs a store of value.

98:23

So for thousands of years gold is was

98:25

the store of value of choice. Meaning

98:27

you think about it how many currencies

98:30

were there and many

98:32

thousands because by the way always

98:34

politicians mess it up. Always like pe

98:37

politicians can't be entrusted with

98:38

currencies. Full stop. It's always a bad

98:41

idea. Yeah. Always 100%. And so people

98:44

always had gold. Yeah. So, but gold is

98:47

is also people then say, "Oh, Bitcoin

98:48

has no value." Gold has no value. You

98:50

can't eat it. It's actually one of these

98:51

things like you can't eat it. It's maybe

98:53

nice to look at, but like it's just a

98:56

convention. It's just an agreement

98:57

humanity has. And I would go further.

99:00

It's embedded in our cultural system.

99:02

There are so many fairy tales and things

99:05

about gold. But if you ask a

99:07

10-year-old, for him it's Bitcoin.

99:10

Bitcoin is his pop culture store of

99:12

value and that's exactly gold. So and I

99:14

think that shift has happened or is

99:16

about to happen that Bitcoin is at least

99:19

additionally to gold and someone will

99:21

completely make gold redundant. Yeah. Is

99:23

the new store of value and it's just you

99:25

can argue now what's the value of

99:27

Bitcoin because it's it's a it's a

99:29

convention. It's a deal society made

99:30

that we accept that that's the value.

99:32

Yeah. There's no nothing more meaning

99:35

you can add than say oh maybe bitcoin is

99:37

disrupting the financial but it's all

99:39

secondary. The main thing is, is it a

99:40

store of value or not? And for me, it is

99:42

a store of value. Yeah, that's sort of

99:43

the main driver of uh Bitcoin is the new

99:46

gold. That's enough, by the way, to make

99:48

it still go up dramatically compared to

99:51

gold.

99:53

We could talk about this forever, but um

99:55

my last question, and this is definitely

99:57

my last question, is as you think

99:58

forward, you know, in your future, you

100:01

you said at the start of this podcast

100:02

about visualizing every morning, you

100:04

visualize and you think about the things

100:05

that you want your future to hold. I

100:07

know if I said to you like what's the

100:08

end? There is no end. I get that because

100:10

I understand you're thinking this is a

100:11

continuous pursuit of your own hobbies

100:13

and interests.

100:14

But when you visualize what you want

100:16

Christian's future to look like, say in,

100:19

you know, a couple of decades from now,

100:21

what are the like the principles of that

100:23

future? What are the characteristics of

100:25

it?

100:25

I still want to look like today.

100:26

You want to look super sexy and young.

100:28

You want to look 20 years old.

100:29

We're going to make that.

100:30

Yeah, we can do that on Photoshop.

100:32

No, not on Photoshop. We're going to

100:33

make that in real life because I value

100:35

human connection. Photoshop doesn't work

100:37

because you want to be cyborgs anyway.

100:39

So in virtual world so

100:41

well I think we're going to be cyborgs.

100:42

I think we're going to that's one of the

100:44

drivers which I think is still human.

100:45

We're going to merge with technology. We

100:46

already are meaning what is it called

100:48

like what you put on your heart like um

100:50

a stent or like whatever. Yeah. Yeah. Is

100:52

already like a cyborg. It's just very

100:54

early. Exactly. It's very So

100:56

but that's the whole point. I there is

100:58

no end game because that would be kind

101:02

of sad. It's this what it's the same

101:04

like with work life balance to say if I

101:06

would just work because then you're back

101:09

at these famous sort of what was it a

101:11

novel from whom was it like that or

101:13

these old tale where the fisher is on

101:15

the the guy is on the beach and meets

101:17

the guy the story

101:19

yeah you know which one I mean like

101:22

where then it comes out oh he works his

101:23

ass off just to lie on the beach and

101:25

then the poor guy is saying why you

101:26

could lie on the beach now yeah that's

101:27

the whole point it's about the journey

101:29

it's not about an end point so I don't

101:32

have an end point and I never had I just

101:34

like try to keep my again it's all about

101:38

keeping my life exciting because if it

101:40

wouldn't then I would want to die. So

101:42

keep my life cool. And this, by the way,

101:44

this can change when maybe in 40 years.

101:46

It's not I'm not a robot. Like this is

101:49

not gonna I'm not gonna be I'm I'm

101:53

maturing like or maturing like I'm I'm

101:55

changing in a positive way. Like uh

101:57

maybe in 40 years I decide that I don't

102:01

think so, but I don't know like and it's

102:02

like the good thing is that I'm open for

102:04

I want to be already maybe in 40 years.

102:05

I look I had now everything I had on a

102:08

in- entrepreneurship. Maybe I want to

102:10

you you feel yourself changing and

102:11

maturing in your

102:13

Yeah, but maturing is I want you don't

102:15

yet changing but in a in a good way that

102:18

again I'm trying to continuously analyze

102:21

what now we're back at the word soul or

102:25

whatever you would call it your inner

102:26

voice is telling you what is good for me

102:28

now and it might be that this is

102:30

changing over time so for example I

102:33

decided decided is the wrong word like I

102:36

feel that it's getting time somewhere

102:39

and not urgently to getting children

102:40

like if you would have asked me 20 years

102:42

ago I would have said no I don't want

102:43

children like yeah so but it's like open

102:46

being open for that and maybe in 40

102:48

years I'm just making it up now as an

102:50

example not that I feel like maybe I say

102:52

look I want to be a singer now god

102:53

beware and the world is like no no no

102:55

because I but like maybe I have some new

102:58

ideas which really like are different

103:01

what I'm doing now but like it's

103:02

important to stay open for that inner

103:04

voice because it might change and just

103:06

because again so far continuously. I

103:09

love doing what I do and exploring that.

103:11

But like

103:12

you know what I mean? Like

103:13

I can get you.

103:14

Yeah. So don't put an end point. There

103:16

is not this one thing because that would

103:17

be sad. Like if

103:19

most depressive day ever, isn't it?

103:20

Exactly. Like

103:21

the day you lose all meaning sooner.

103:23

Yeah.

103:25

Well, listen, thank you so much for for

103:26

agreeing to do this. You are honestly

103:28

the one of the most fascinating people I

103:29

I've I've ever met. And I I'm not just

103:31

saying

103:31

I want to win an Oscar by the way.

103:33

I'm sure you do.

103:34

No, no. There was one I want to be doing

103:35

something creative like I I

103:37

something artistic.

103:38

Artistic. Yeah. So

103:40

I've I've gone through the same thing

103:42

since leaving social chain. I was like

103:43

I'm going to DJ. I'm I've done a big

103:45

That by the way I thought was very cool

103:46

when you told me that. I was like that's

103:48

a cool thing.

103:49

I've got I've directed a theatrical show

103:51

with the the associate director of

103:52

Hamilton. It's it's theater. It's called

103:55

the Dire of Sea Live. It's the

103:57

theatrical version of my life. There's a

103:58

50 person choir sold out already. And I

104:01

said to myself that I didn't want to be

104:03

a label. So I don't want to be a social

104:05

media CEO. I'm a guy that has a bunch of

104:07

a perspective. And that perspective can

104:09

be applied to art, my book, which I

104:11

wrote myself, the show, creating music.

104:13

I've got my first DJ performance at a

104:15

festival this year. And I just thought

104:17

what what if you detached yourself from

104:18

your labels? What kind of person would

104:20

you become? You'd become artistic. You'd

104:22

become healthcentric. You'd start

104:24

businesses. You know,

104:24

for example, I always think I should

104:26

write the script because I can't act

104:28

when I could like when I'm not good in

104:30

it. Also, you should be always

104:31

self-aware what it's not worth pursuing.

104:34

But like I always maybe you should write

104:35

a script. I was like because I love

104:36

movies. I produce movies. So so I so I

104:39

was like maybe I should again but again

104:41

it's always listening to yourself what

104:43

your soul inner voiceever you want to

104:46

call it.

104:46

Not society.

104:47

Exactly. And not outside world is

104:49

telling you.

104:50

You are the probably the most

104:52

interesting person I know in in a really

104:55

compelling way. Sometimes I know people

104:57

and they're like successful and they

104:58

think, "Oh god, I hate to be that

104:59

person." But you are in like a really

105:01

compelling unique way because of your

105:03

work you do, but because of your

105:05

philosophy for life, because of this

105:06

sort of this I guess like almost I don't

105:09

know what the hell they they refer to

105:10

it, but this like how your how your

105:13

scientific view can can merge with a

105:15

spiritual one and a religious one, I

105:17

find super fascinating. I think it's

105:18

those sort of intersections that create

105:19

really interesting ideas. Um, you're

105:22

also the most hardworking person I know.

105:24

Um, but you're also a really nice guy.

105:26

Oh, thank you.

105:26

You know, really like nice guy behind

105:28

the scenes as well. And so, thank you

105:30

for coming on the podcast. I think, you

105:32

know, I think your future is going to be

105:35

staggering. I talk about you all the

105:37

time to my team, all the time. I'm like,

105:38

you know, because you are very very

105:40

compelling in a number of really

105:41

positive ways. Uh I think I think uh the

105:44

work you're doing with AAI, Compass, and

105:46

all of your other companies are

105:47

staggering. And I think you're actually

105:49

going to be one of the most important

105:51

entrepreneurs, creators of our time. I

105:54

think the world is And I was like a very

105:57

bad

105:59

like I genuinely was like I know

106:00

Christian coming on my podcast now. I

106:01

know in 10 years time this is probably

106:03

going to be one of my most viewed

106:04

podcasts ever because of the trajectory

106:06

you're on and the way you think. It's my

106:07

my prediction. I'm very rarely wrong.

106:11

But thank you don't have to be like oh

106:12

you're so right

106:14

don't know what to say and then we mean

106:16

it. I do mean it. Um and it's been a

106:17

privilege to work with you over the last

106:19

couple of months and understand that

106:20

because it's been inspiring for me.

106:21

Um thank you for doing this today. I

106:22

hope you've enjoyed it.

106:23

Yeah I did. I did very much.

106:25

Amazing. Thank you.

106:25

Thank you.

106:26

Thanks. Cool.

106:27

People ask me for book recommendations

106:29

all the time and I finally got one for

106:31

you. It's a book called Happy Sexy

106:34

Millionaire which is authored by me. Um

106:37

I spent the last almost 2 years in

106:40

jungles around the world in Costa Rica

106:42

and Indonesia in solitude writing this

106:45

book. It's the there's this crazy thing

106:46

when you write a book because you you

106:48

spend so much time pouring your heart

106:50

and soul into it and everything you know

106:52

and all of the revelations you've had in

106:53

your life and then there's this barrier

106:55

which is that people have to buy the

106:57

thing in order for them to get that

106:59

thing that means so much to you. I wish

107:01

that wasn't the case. It's just the way

107:02

the industry is and in order to get that

107:04

distribution and to get it on shelves,

107:06

you need a publisher. So please, please,

107:08

please, if you can, if you've ever liked

107:10

anything I've ever ever produced, this

107:12

podcast, my Instagrams, anything I've

107:13

ever said, read this book. There was no

107:16

ghost writer. I wrote every single word

107:18

myself. There's some real surprises in

107:20

there. It's an honest, sometimes

107:22

hilarious, incredibly vulnerable,

107:24

hopefully valuable recount of my life,

107:26

my journey, everything I've learned

107:28

across across the way. And really the

107:30

answer to being fulfilled, to being

107:32

happy, and to achieving success. It is

107:34

the most important important thing I've

107:36

ever created. So, I implore you to go to

107:37

Amazon now or wherever you get your

107:39

books and get that pre-order. If you get

107:41

that pre-order, I'm going to put you

107:42

into a group with everybody that's

107:44

pre-ordered it, and I'm going to send

107:45

you some exclusive stuff. So, the first

107:47

things I'm going to do is a series of

107:48

voice notes, which I think are um are

107:50

going to be pretty powerful. I'm going

107:51

to give you access to some tickets,

107:53

which nobody else will have, and I'm

107:54

going to do everything I can to thank

107:56

you for for for giving me that sort of 9

107:58

quid of your money or what whatever it

107:59

is. Happy sexy millionaire. You can

108:01

pre-order it everywhere now. And if you

108:03

do get that pre-order, please do DM me

108:05

because I'd love to thank you myself.

Interactive Summary

This podcast episode features an in-depth conversation with Christian Angermayer, a highly successful entrepreneur and investor known for his work across diverse industries like biotech, psychedelics, and space tech. Christian shares insights from his idyllic childhood in Bavaria, his early entrepreneurial ventures, and how he views life through a lens of extreme optimism and personal responsibility. He discusses his unique path, including his decision never to use alcohol or drugs until his transformative experience with psychedelics, which led him to become a major investor in the industry to help treat mental health disorders. The dialogue also touches on his scientific yet spiritually-inclined outlook, his views on life extension, and his unconventional work ethic.

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