Today's adventure was really fun.

>> I'm glad I could cheer you up.

>> I feel

Have you ever done something that you

regret?

>> Yeah.

Have you ever breathed air?

>> Yeah, I mean like

something you did out there that you can

no longer make up for and

you can't stop thinking about.

I cut ties with my parents when I moved

out.

They were devout Mormons and I

wasn't.

Despite that, I

still wish I could see them again.

But

I'm stuck here.

>> Is

Is this your way of trying to get me to

open up?

>> It's my way of letting you know I trust

you.

>> I told you I was homeless.

What else do you need to know?

>> Do you trust me?

>> Yeah, but

it's just

it's kind of a lot.

>> You're kind of a lot.

But

I still like you.

A lot is fine.

>> [gasps]

>> A lot is fine, huh?

>> [sighs]

[gasps]

>> I had a weird relationship with my

my parents.

They split when I was just starting high

school.

Uh

I was never close with my dad.

He was there, but

he also kind of

wasn't.

He never seemed proud of me and I I

always felt like a

disappointment [snorts] to him.

Like I could never live up to his

standards.

When when they split up I just

I never saw him again.

I I thought I got along better with mom,

but

after he was gone

she changed.

When I showed weakness I was less of a

man than him. When I lashed out I was

just as bad as him.

It was

confusing. It was like she missed him.

But also hated him.

And I became the target of all that.

One

stupid day

I was just kind of

fed up with it.

I

I told her something I regret telling

her.

Something

deep and personal that

I thought would get her off my back.

But

she

laughed at me.

Then she went off on me.

And and it didn't stop.

Personal degrading insults that felt

like it went on forever.

And

despite all that

the

the thing that bothered me most was

at the end of all of it

she

hugged me.

I

I didn't I didn't know what to do.

So I I panicked and I

pushed her off me with all the force I

could.

She fell backwards.

And

she didn't get up.

I didn't know if she was just trying to

make me feel bad or

I

I never found out the answer.

I just ran.

As far away from it as I could.

Whatever I did to her

I'll never know.

I guess there's a lot of things I regret

about that day.

>> I'm sure she's fine.

I mean, if the police never came after

you, then

she was probably fine.

>> I I I'm sorry. I I I definitely

overshared.

>> Wait.

I'm glad you trust me.

>> [snorts]

This is embarrassing.

>> [snorts]

>> Your secret's safe with me.

>> Hey.

Is anyone there? Take a

>> Yeah. Yeah. I mean, now's not a good

time. Or now's fine.

What do you want?

>> Uh

if now's a bad time, I can come back

later.

>> That'll be cool. Good.

All right. So, if you ever tell anyone

about this, I'm never speaking to you

again. Sound good?

>> Um, yeah, I won't.

>> Awesome. Bye.