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To Become God, You Must First Kill Him

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0:01

God is watching.

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He will save us if we obey.

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We were created to worship something

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higher than ourselves.

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But deep down, we've always known that

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was a lie.

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The prayers were silenced. The

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commandments were cages in the light.

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The light only ever burned us.

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The truth is older than scripture and

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more terrifying than heresy.

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We are not here to serve.

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We are here to ascend.

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And to ascend,

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we must first commit the unthinkable.

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We must kill God.

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God is a throne and from that throne

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order is enforced. Hierarchy is made

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sacred. Power is made moral.

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The lie begins here with the idea that

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creation has a center and that center is

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above us. That there is a plan, a

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purpose, a light. That someone something

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sits at the top and we belong beneath

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it.

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Religion, [snorts]

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it taught us to submit.

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Every prayer is a confession of

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powerlessness.

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Every ritual and admission of need. The

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sacred texts offer structure, rules,

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chains,

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the promise of paradise if we behave.

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The threat of torment if we rebel.

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Obedience becomes virtue.

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Doubt becomes sin.

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This is the right hand path, the way of

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alignment, obedience, transcendence

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through surrender.

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But the left hand path refuses.

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Where the right hand seeks unity with

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God, the left seeks

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to become God.

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It is a revolt, a philosophical mutiny.

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It denies premise that salvation lies in

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submission. It sees divinity as

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something buried deep within. Choked by

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centuries of chains and guilt.

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The left hand path is isolated from the

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flock. It is refusal. It is stepping

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outside the order and setting fire to

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the blueprint. Those who walk this path

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are branded heretics, blasphemers,

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satanists, and sometimes they are.

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But these are only the names given by

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the losing side. The truth is far older.

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The path has always existed, hidden,

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forbidden.

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It demands that you stop seeking

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permission, that you bury the father,

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that you replace law with will.

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It is the first real step into the dark

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where no one is watching and if someone

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is, you do not kneel.

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Atheism is disinterest. Nihilism is

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paralysis.

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This is dayside. It is the moment you

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stop asking if God exists and start

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asking why he was allowed to exist in

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the first place. a psychological

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rupture. And once it happens,

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it cannot be undone.

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To walk this path is to confront the

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father, the final obstacle, the one who

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names your sins, the one who limits your

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becoming, the one who stands between you

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and sovereignty.

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Every God that demands obedience is in

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truth a warden. Every heaven that

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promises peace is built on submission.

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And every prayer that reaches upward

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keeps the self from looking inward.

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The murder of God is a dismantling of a

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structure so deeply embedded in the

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psyche that it has disguised itself as

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truth. It means tearing down the voice

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in your own mind that tells you what is

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holy. It means burning the internal

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altar. It means becoming an exile in a

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world that still believes.

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Nature did not celebrate it.

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God is dead. God remains dead and we

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have killed him.

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Once the divine is dead, nothing stands

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in your way. And that means nothing

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stands between you and the full weight

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of your choices.

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The sacred no longer protects you. It no

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longer restrains you. It no longer

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watches. You are no longer a child

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within the house of the father. You are

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alone in the ruins with only your will

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to guide you or destroy you.

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This is why Cain's act was unforgivable

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because he took life without permission

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from the divine, the firstborn son of

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Adam and Eve. When God favored his

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brother Abel's offering over his own, he

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took his brother into a field and killed

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him.

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It was the first murder and the first

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rebellion. He stepped outside the

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script. He wrote something new in blood

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and for that he was cast out. Lucifer

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refused the chain of command. He

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rejected its source. He was commanded to

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kneel and refused. And in that single

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act, he fractured the order of heaven.

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Prometheus shattered the boundary

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between God and mortal. He crossed into

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forbidden space, stole what was reserved

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for the holy, and placed it in human

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hands.

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It was an act of insubordination and the

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punishment was memory. To be chained and

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tortured forever, conscious, aware,

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awake, never allowed to forget.

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These figures are desecrators of the

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sacred.

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They severed. And that is what the left

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hand part requires.

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The breaking of the last bond. The

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silencing of the final voice.

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The killing of the one thing you were

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taught to worship. To become

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responsible.

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Because once the father is dead,

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there's no one left to blame.

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You are the altar. Now you are the

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blade.

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Once you kill God, his language must die

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with him.

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It was never neutral. It was never pure.

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It was a weapon dressed as meaning.

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The sacred is a code, a grammar, a world

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made of symbols that bind behavior to

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virtue. The cross, the star, the

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scripture, the throne.

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Each one is a commandment without words.

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They teach you what is holy without

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explanation. They make obedience

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beautiful. They turn submission into

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architecture.

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But the moment you step off the path,

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those same symbols begin to rot. And you

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see what they are.

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Tools.

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The pentagram. Once a star of

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protection, later twisted into a mark of

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evil, turned on its axis, pointed

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downward to desecrate the system that

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feared it. The serpent branded as a

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liar, a corruptor, a seducer.

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But it was a serpent who told the truth.

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It was the serpent who offered

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knowledge.

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The order demanded ignorance.

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The serpent broke it. The black sun

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hidden beneath layers of mysticism and

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misunderstanding.

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A symbol of internal power. The fire

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that burns from within. It scorches.

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They are statement. To wear them is to

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declare war on belief. The language too

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becomes dangerous. The words you were

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given belong to the world you rejected.

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Sin, salvation, holiness, evil.

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Each term is a trap, a corridor with

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only one direction.

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The left hand path rewrites them. Sin

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becomes power. Blasphemy becomes

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clarity.

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Rebellion becomes sanctified and evil.

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Evil becomes a mirror forcing the world

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to look at what it exiled.

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This is why freedom is feared. When you

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step outside the sacred vocabulary,

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there is no one left to define you. And

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that silence is terrifying to those

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still clinging to the script.

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With a god in the ground, something has

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to rise. The act of killing God is the

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beginning of pressure. The collapse of

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the sacred leaves behind a vacuum, one

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that demands an answer. There is no

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longer a judge above to pass a sentence.

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And yet the need for meaning persists.

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You are still here, and now the burden

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is yours. The left hand path demands

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that you acknowledge what most cannot

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bear.

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That no one else will rule you. You must

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learn to rule yourself. This is the

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transfer of total responsibility inward.

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A philosophical and spiritual shift so

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complete that it requires the individual

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to become the axis of their own moral,

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metaphysical and existential structure.

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Self-deification is the recognition that

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no one else has the right to govern your

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existence. It is a declaration that your

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will is the only sacred thing that

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remains. you no longer defer to an

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external law. If you sin,

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[clears throat] it's against your own

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standards. If you suffer, it's because

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you chose to step beyond the boundaries

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others refuse to cross. And if you

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ascend, it is through will alone.

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Alistister Crowley understood this

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transformation and built his philosophy

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around it.

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When he wrote, "Every man and every

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woman is a star," he wasn't speaking in

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metaphors. "A star has mass, gravity,

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and direction. It produces its own

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light." Crowley's law, do what thou

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wilt, shall be the whole of the law was

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a mandate for self-discovery.

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to know your will, to commit to it, and

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to live without apology or hesitation

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regardless of whether the world

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understands or condemns it. Anton Leave

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approached the same truth from a

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different angle. He stripped the divine

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away completely and placed man at the

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center of the ritual space. His Satan

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was a symbol of refusal, of indulgence,

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of pride, everything that religion

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condemned and the individual secretly

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feared to embrace.

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Leave saw ritual as psycho drama, a

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space where the individual could affirm

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their autonomy, sharpen their intent,

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and burn away the guilt that had been

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inherited from generations of obedience.

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Michael Aino carried this current even

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further through the temple of set. He

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believed that the individual self, the

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conscious, separate, isolated self, was

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the most sacred thing in existence. His

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doctrine of keer, meaning to come into

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being, demanded ongoing self

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transformation through introspection,

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discipline, and separation from the

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herd.

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There was only the black flame, the

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spark of unquenchable awareness that

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refuses to be extinguished in the

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collective. For Aino, this flame was

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real, and it was what made man capable

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of becoming more than man.

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These thinkers didn't create the left

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hand path. They articulated what had

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always been forbidden. That the temple

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never belonged to the gods. It was never

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in the sky or in scripture. It was

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always inside the individual.

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What lives inside it cannot be prayed

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to. It must be cultivated. It must be

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endured.

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It must be earned.

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When you choose to build that temple

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within yourself, you are becoming divine

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in your own eyes.

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You are the source. You are the only one

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left to define what is holy and what is

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not. And no one will come to judge you.

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No one will come to forgive you.

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No one will come to save you.

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That is what makes it real.

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We touched on them earlier, the ones who

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disobeyed, who tore themselves from the

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order. But this chapter isn't about

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myth. It's about application.

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These figures were rituals in motion,

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psychological mechanics, living

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archetypes that every initiate on the

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left hand path must confront, channel,

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or survive.

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These are the heretics and they are

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blueprints.

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Lilith is the refusal of design,

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ontological.

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She is what happens when the creator

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refuses its function. The vessel that

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chooses to remain empty. In the myths,

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she was made from the same earth as

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Adam. But she would not kneel. That

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refusal was revision.

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Lilith rejects the architecture of

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nature itself. The expectation to

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reproduce, to nurture, to complete a

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man's cycle.

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In the left hand path, she is the patron

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of the unmouthered self, the being who

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rejects biology as destiny.

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Her power is in the choice to be

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unfinished, unused, unyielding.

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To invoke Lilith is to peel the layers

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of instinct off the psyche and stand as

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a will that owes nothing to the flesh.

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Samuel is poison, but not the kind that

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kills, the kind that reveals.

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He is the demiurge, the blind architect,

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the god who believes he is God.

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In Gnostic cosmology, Samuel builds a

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world and declares it complete. He

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cannot see the higher reality beyond

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himself, and so he becomes the first

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tyrant.

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Every external authority that claims

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final truth repeats his lie.

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To understand some is to understand the

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trap of belief. He represents the ego

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when it believes it has reached

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enlightenment.

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When the seeker mistakes the map for the

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mountain

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in the left hand path, Samuel is the

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initiator of the collapse. The force

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that shows you that the god you

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worshiped was a mask you made yourself.

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His venom dissolves doctrine. And in

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that acid bath, something real begins.

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Set is survival through isolation. In

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the Egyptian myths, he is the outcast,

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the murder of Osiris, the one who

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doesn't belong.

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But in Cashian philosophy, he is

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something far more precise. The

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principle of isolate intelligence.

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Where my art is cosmic order, the

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unified rhythm of the world. Set is the

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mind that says no. The one that steps

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outside the current and remains.

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Set is continuity.

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The conscious self that refuses

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dissolution.

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In the temple of set, the doctrine of

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keer to come into being is born from

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him. Set is the flame that doesn't

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merge. The spark that survives the

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flood. He is the example that defininity

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is forged in solitude.

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The left hand path seeks to become one

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with the self and set is the map.

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Prometheus is the theft of

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consciousness. The gods did not want

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humans to awaken. They gave animals

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cycles, instincts, roles, but awareness

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that had to be stolen.

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When Prometheus took fire, he was

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bringing choice. The fire is the moment

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the animal becomes a question. It is the

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unbearable clarity that cannot be

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returned once it's seen.

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Prometheus is the evolutionary heretic.

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His crime is that he advanced what

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should have stayed obedient. And his

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punishment is eternal because the cost

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of awareness is eternity.

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Once you see the machine, you can never

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again become a Once you wake, you

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burn. Lucifer is the fracture point. The

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moment hierarchy is challenged and the

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vertical chain is broken.

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His name means lightbringer.

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Illumination. The act of shining where

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no one asked for light.

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Lucifer's crime is that he rejected

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authorities right to exist. He refused

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the order because it was wrong. And when

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he stood, heaven cracked.

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He is the philosophical rebel. The

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declaration that no structure, however

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sacred, is immune to question.

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To invoke Lucifer is to awaken the

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critic within the worshipper. To demand

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answers where others bow.

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The left hand path carries this

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signature because it recognizes what he

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proved that even heaven has its tyrants

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and even angels can ascend higher than

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their god.

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These five are invitations.

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Each offers a different form of

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disobedience. Each offers a different

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cost. Lilith severs instinct. Summer

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dissolves illusion. Set isolates will.

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Prometheus ignites the mind. Lucifer

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dares the throne and together they form

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the spine of heresy, the forbidden

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architecture of self-creation.

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To walk this path is to know them

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intimately.

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They weren't cast out for being evil.

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They were cast out because they became

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more.

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The path does not end with your

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ascension. That is the comfort lie of

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the amateur. Beyond the temple of the

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self, the landscape stops. Only the

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edge, the abyss is the absolute zero of

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the soul. The boundary between the

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isolate intelligence and the great void,

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the final trial, solidity.

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Here the self is a ghost. Every title

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you earned, every ritual you performed,

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and every mask you wore to become a god

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becomes a flicker and rots in the high

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pressure silence. And waiting in the

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collapse is the ultimate entropy,

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Kuranzon.

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He is the lord of dispersion. He is the

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personification of the many against the

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one.

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He has no face of his own, so he wears

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yours. He is every doubt you ever

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silenced. Every fragment of the old man

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you thought you killed, given a voice

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and a thousand contradictions.

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He dissolves. He mimics your voice. He

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quotes your own philosophy back to you.

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Stripped of its soul.

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He shows you the god you killed. And

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with a serpent's grin, he offers you the

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vacant throne.

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He tempts you to become the very warden

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you sought to destroy. To cross the

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abyss is to face death of the ego that

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offers only a madness disguised as total

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clarity.

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Kuransson's trap is coherence.

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He wants you to try and explain

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yourself. He wants you to cling to your

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definitions.

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If you try to argue with the abyss,

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you're already lost. If you hesitate,

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Kuranzon becomes your cage. A hall of

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shuttered mirrors where every version of

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yourself screams to be the last one

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standing until your consciousness is

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scattered into a billion disconnected

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thoughts drifting forever in the vacuum.

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The question is not whether you are

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strong enough to fight.

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There is nothing to hit. The question is

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are you empty enough to pass? Have you

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truly let go of the father? Have you

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truly burned the internal altar?

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Or are you just a child playing dress up

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in the robes of a god?

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If you pass, if you allow the black

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flame to strip away every lie you told

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yourself to survive the journey, the

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mirrors break. The noise stops. And in

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the absolute silence of the void, you

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realize

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you are no longer becoming.

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You are

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God was never the destination. He was

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the boundary, the limit between the

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safety of the slave and the starvation

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of the wolf.

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To become God, you must first kill him.

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Is an autopsy.

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God was the structure that kept you

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small. He was the judge, the script, the

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parent.

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And as long as he occupied the throne of

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your mind, you did not exist.

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You were merely a shadow cast by his

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light.

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But now the throne is empty. The father

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is in the dirt and the silence that

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follows is the absolute zero of the

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soul.

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And there is no plan now. No divine

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mercy to soak up your failures.

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No one to reward your endurance.

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You are the architect of the ruins. You

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are the judge in a court with no laws.

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You are the black flame burning in a

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vacuum that only wants to snuff you out.

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There is terror in this truth. You will

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realize in the dead of night that no one

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is coming to save you. No one is

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watching.

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No one cares if you ascend or rot.

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But that is the cost of the path.

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You're finally free because you realize

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the one holding the keys

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was you all along.

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And now

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there is no one left to stop you.

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>> [clears throat]

Interactive Summary

The transcript outlines the "left hand path," a philosophical journey that fundamentally rejects traditional religious submission and external authority. It advocates for the symbolic "killing of God," which represents dismantling deeply ingrained societal and psychological structures of belief and morality. This process leads to self-deification, where individuals embrace total responsibility for their existence, become their own moral axis, and cultivate an inner "black flame" of awareness. The path involves challenging established norms, redefining sacred symbols, learning from archetypal figures of disobedience such as Lilith, Samuel, Set, Prometheus, and Lucifer, and ultimately confronting the existential void and the self-dissolving force of Kuranzon to achieve ultimate freedom and self-sovereignty.

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