To Become God, You Must First Kill Him
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God is watching.
He will save us if we obey.
We were created to worship something
higher than ourselves.
But deep down, we've always known that
was a lie.
The prayers were silenced. The
commandments were cages in the light.
The light only ever burned us.
The truth is older than scripture and
more terrifying than heresy.
We are not here to serve.
We are here to ascend.
And to ascend,
we must first commit the unthinkable.
We must kill God.
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God is a throne and from that throne
order is enforced. Hierarchy is made
sacred. Power is made moral.
The lie begins here with the idea that
creation has a center and that center is
above us. That there is a plan, a
purpose, a light. That someone something
sits at the top and we belong beneath
it.
Religion, [snorts]
it taught us to submit.
Every prayer is a confession of
powerlessness.
Every ritual and admission of need. The
sacred texts offer structure, rules,
chains,
the promise of paradise if we behave.
The threat of torment if we rebel.
Obedience becomes virtue.
Doubt becomes sin.
This is the right hand path, the way of
alignment, obedience, transcendence
through surrender.
But the left hand path refuses.
Where the right hand seeks unity with
God, the left seeks
to become God.
It is a revolt, a philosophical mutiny.
It denies premise that salvation lies in
submission. It sees divinity as
something buried deep within. Choked by
centuries of chains and guilt.
The left hand path is isolated from the
flock. It is refusal. It is stepping
outside the order and setting fire to
the blueprint. Those who walk this path
are branded heretics, blasphemers,
satanists, and sometimes they are.
But these are only the names given by
the losing side. The truth is far older.
The path has always existed, hidden,
forbidden.
It demands that you stop seeking
permission, that you bury the father,
that you replace law with will.
It is the first real step into the dark
where no one is watching and if someone
is, you do not kneel.
Atheism is disinterest. Nihilism is
paralysis.
This is dayside. It is the moment you
stop asking if God exists and start
asking why he was allowed to exist in
the first place. a psychological
rupture. And once it happens,
it cannot be undone.
To walk this path is to confront the
father, the final obstacle, the one who
names your sins, the one who limits your
becoming, the one who stands between you
and sovereignty.
Every God that demands obedience is in
truth a warden. Every heaven that
promises peace is built on submission.
And every prayer that reaches upward
keeps the self from looking inward.
The murder of God is a dismantling of a
structure so deeply embedded in the
psyche that it has disguised itself as
truth. It means tearing down the voice
in your own mind that tells you what is
holy. It means burning the internal
altar. It means becoming an exile in a
world that still believes.
Nature did not celebrate it.
God is dead. God remains dead and we
have killed him.
Once the divine is dead, nothing stands
in your way. And that means nothing
stands between you and the full weight
of your choices.
The sacred no longer protects you. It no
longer restrains you. It no longer
watches. You are no longer a child
within the house of the father. You are
alone in the ruins with only your will
to guide you or destroy you.
This is why Cain's act was unforgivable
because he took life without permission
from the divine, the firstborn son of
Adam and Eve. When God favored his
brother Abel's offering over his own, he
took his brother into a field and killed
him.
It was the first murder and the first
rebellion. He stepped outside the
script. He wrote something new in blood
and for that he was cast out. Lucifer
refused the chain of command. He
rejected its source. He was commanded to
kneel and refused. And in that single
act, he fractured the order of heaven.
Prometheus shattered the boundary
between God and mortal. He crossed into
forbidden space, stole what was reserved
for the holy, and placed it in human
hands.
It was an act of insubordination and the
punishment was memory. To be chained and
tortured forever, conscious, aware,
awake, never allowed to forget.
These figures are desecrators of the
sacred.
They severed. And that is what the left
hand part requires.
The breaking of the last bond. The
silencing of the final voice.
The killing of the one thing you were
taught to worship. To become
responsible.
Because once the father is dead,
there's no one left to blame.
You are the altar. Now you are the
blade.
Once you kill God, his language must die
with him.
It was never neutral. It was never pure.
It was a weapon dressed as meaning.
The sacred is a code, a grammar, a world
made of symbols that bind behavior to
virtue. The cross, the star, the
scripture, the throne.
Each one is a commandment without words.
They teach you what is holy without
explanation. They make obedience
beautiful. They turn submission into
architecture.
But the moment you step off the path,
those same symbols begin to rot. And you
see what they are.
Tools.
The pentagram. Once a star of
protection, later twisted into a mark of
evil, turned on its axis, pointed
downward to desecrate the system that
feared it. The serpent branded as a
liar, a corruptor, a seducer.
But it was a serpent who told the truth.
It was the serpent who offered
knowledge.
The order demanded ignorance.
The serpent broke it. The black sun
hidden beneath layers of mysticism and
misunderstanding.
A symbol of internal power. The fire
that burns from within. It scorches.
They are statement. To wear them is to
declare war on belief. The language too
becomes dangerous. The words you were
given belong to the world you rejected.
Sin, salvation, holiness, evil.
Each term is a trap, a corridor with
only one direction.
The left hand path rewrites them. Sin
becomes power. Blasphemy becomes
clarity.
Rebellion becomes sanctified and evil.
Evil becomes a mirror forcing the world
to look at what it exiled.
This is why freedom is feared. When you
step outside the sacred vocabulary,
there is no one left to define you. And
that silence is terrifying to those
still clinging to the script.
With a god in the ground, something has
to rise. The act of killing God is the
beginning of pressure. The collapse of
the sacred leaves behind a vacuum, one
that demands an answer. There is no
longer a judge above to pass a sentence.
And yet the need for meaning persists.
You are still here, and now the burden
is yours. The left hand path demands
that you acknowledge what most cannot
bear.
That no one else will rule you. You must
learn to rule yourself. This is the
transfer of total responsibility inward.
A philosophical and spiritual shift so
complete that it requires the individual
to become the axis of their own moral,
metaphysical and existential structure.
Self-deification is the recognition that
no one else has the right to govern your
existence. It is a declaration that your
will is the only sacred thing that
remains. you no longer defer to an
external law. If you sin,
[clears throat] it's against your own
standards. If you suffer, it's because
you chose to step beyond the boundaries
others refuse to cross. And if you
ascend, it is through will alone.
Alistister Crowley understood this
transformation and built his philosophy
around it.
When he wrote, "Every man and every
woman is a star," he wasn't speaking in
metaphors. "A star has mass, gravity,
and direction. It produces its own
light." Crowley's law, do what thou
wilt, shall be the whole of the law was
a mandate for self-discovery.
to know your will, to commit to it, and
to live without apology or hesitation
regardless of whether the world
understands or condemns it. Anton Leave
approached the same truth from a
different angle. He stripped the divine
away completely and placed man at the
center of the ritual space. His Satan
was a symbol of refusal, of indulgence,
of pride, everything that religion
condemned and the individual secretly
feared to embrace.
Leave saw ritual as psycho drama, a
space where the individual could affirm
their autonomy, sharpen their intent,
and burn away the guilt that had been
inherited from generations of obedience.
Michael Aino carried this current even
further through the temple of set. He
believed that the individual self, the
conscious, separate, isolated self, was
the most sacred thing in existence. His
doctrine of keer, meaning to come into
being, demanded ongoing self
transformation through introspection,
discipline, and separation from the
herd.
There was only the black flame, the
spark of unquenchable awareness that
refuses to be extinguished in the
collective. For Aino, this flame was
real, and it was what made man capable
of becoming more than man.
These thinkers didn't create the left
hand path. They articulated what had
always been forbidden. That the temple
never belonged to the gods. It was never
in the sky or in scripture. It was
always inside the individual.
What lives inside it cannot be prayed
to. It must be cultivated. It must be
endured.
It must be earned.
When you choose to build that temple
within yourself, you are becoming divine
in your own eyes.
You are the source. You are the only one
left to define what is holy and what is
not. And no one will come to judge you.
No one will come to forgive you.
No one will come to save you.
That is what makes it real.
We touched on them earlier, the ones who
disobeyed, who tore themselves from the
order. But this chapter isn't about
myth. It's about application.
These figures were rituals in motion,
psychological mechanics, living
archetypes that every initiate on the
left hand path must confront, channel,
or survive.
These are the heretics and they are
blueprints.
Lilith is the refusal of design,
ontological.
She is what happens when the creator
refuses its function. The vessel that
chooses to remain empty. In the myths,
she was made from the same earth as
Adam. But she would not kneel. That
refusal was revision.
Lilith rejects the architecture of
nature itself. The expectation to
reproduce, to nurture, to complete a
man's cycle.
In the left hand path, she is the patron
of the unmouthered self, the being who
rejects biology as destiny.
Her power is in the choice to be
unfinished, unused, unyielding.
To invoke Lilith is to peel the layers
of instinct off the psyche and stand as
a will that owes nothing to the flesh.
Samuel is poison, but not the kind that
kills, the kind that reveals.
He is the demiurge, the blind architect,
the god who believes he is God.
In Gnostic cosmology, Samuel builds a
world and declares it complete. He
cannot see the higher reality beyond
himself, and so he becomes the first
tyrant.
Every external authority that claims
final truth repeats his lie.
To understand some is to understand the
trap of belief. He represents the ego
when it believes it has reached
enlightenment.
When the seeker mistakes the map for the
mountain
in the left hand path, Samuel is the
initiator of the collapse. The force
that shows you that the god you
worshiped was a mask you made yourself.
His venom dissolves doctrine. And in
that acid bath, something real begins.
Set is survival through isolation. In
the Egyptian myths, he is the outcast,
the murder of Osiris, the one who
doesn't belong.
But in Cashian philosophy, he is
something far more precise. The
principle of isolate intelligence.
Where my art is cosmic order, the
unified rhythm of the world. Set is the
mind that says no. The one that steps
outside the current and remains.
Set is continuity.
The conscious self that refuses
dissolution.
In the temple of set, the doctrine of
keer to come into being is born from
him. Set is the flame that doesn't
merge. The spark that survives the
flood. He is the example that defininity
is forged in solitude.
The left hand path seeks to become one
with the self and set is the map.
Prometheus is the theft of
consciousness. The gods did not want
humans to awaken. They gave animals
cycles, instincts, roles, but awareness
that had to be stolen.
When Prometheus took fire, he was
bringing choice. The fire is the moment
the animal becomes a question. It is the
unbearable clarity that cannot be
returned once it's seen.
Prometheus is the evolutionary heretic.
His crime is that he advanced what
should have stayed obedient. And his
punishment is eternal because the cost
of awareness is eternity.
Once you see the machine, you can never
again become a Once you wake, you
burn. Lucifer is the fracture point. The
moment hierarchy is challenged and the
vertical chain is broken.
His name means lightbringer.
Illumination. The act of shining where
no one asked for light.
Lucifer's crime is that he rejected
authorities right to exist. He refused
the order because it was wrong. And when
he stood, heaven cracked.
He is the philosophical rebel. The
declaration that no structure, however
sacred, is immune to question.
To invoke Lucifer is to awaken the
critic within the worshipper. To demand
answers where others bow.
The left hand path carries this
signature because it recognizes what he
proved that even heaven has its tyrants
and even angels can ascend higher than
their god.
These five are invitations.
Each offers a different form of
disobedience. Each offers a different
cost. Lilith severs instinct. Summer
dissolves illusion. Set isolates will.
Prometheus ignites the mind. Lucifer
dares the throne and together they form
the spine of heresy, the forbidden
architecture of self-creation.
To walk this path is to know them
intimately.
They weren't cast out for being evil.
They were cast out because they became
more.
The path does not end with your
ascension. That is the comfort lie of
the amateur. Beyond the temple of the
self, the landscape stops. Only the
edge, the abyss is the absolute zero of
the soul. The boundary between the
isolate intelligence and the great void,
the final trial, solidity.
Here the self is a ghost. Every title
you earned, every ritual you performed,
and every mask you wore to become a god
becomes a flicker and rots in the high
pressure silence. And waiting in the
collapse is the ultimate entropy,
Kuranzon.
He is the lord of dispersion. He is the
personification of the many against the
one.
He has no face of his own, so he wears
yours. He is every doubt you ever
silenced. Every fragment of the old man
you thought you killed, given a voice
and a thousand contradictions.
He dissolves. He mimics your voice. He
quotes your own philosophy back to you.
Stripped of its soul.
He shows you the god you killed. And
with a serpent's grin, he offers you the
vacant throne.
He tempts you to become the very warden
you sought to destroy. To cross the
abyss is to face death of the ego that
offers only a madness disguised as total
clarity.
Kuransson's trap is coherence.
He wants you to try and explain
yourself. He wants you to cling to your
definitions.
If you try to argue with the abyss,
you're already lost. If you hesitate,
Kuranzon becomes your cage. A hall of
shuttered mirrors where every version of
yourself screams to be the last one
standing until your consciousness is
scattered into a billion disconnected
thoughts drifting forever in the vacuum.
The question is not whether you are
strong enough to fight.
There is nothing to hit. The question is
are you empty enough to pass? Have you
truly let go of the father? Have you
truly burned the internal altar?
Or are you just a child playing dress up
in the robes of a god?
If you pass, if you allow the black
flame to strip away every lie you told
yourself to survive the journey, the
mirrors break. The noise stops. And in
the absolute silence of the void, you
realize
you are no longer becoming.
You are
God was never the destination. He was
the boundary, the limit between the
safety of the slave and the starvation
of the wolf.
To become God, you must first kill him.
Is an autopsy.
God was the structure that kept you
small. He was the judge, the script, the
parent.
And as long as he occupied the throne of
your mind, you did not exist.
You were merely a shadow cast by his
light.
But now the throne is empty. The father
is in the dirt and the silence that
follows is the absolute zero of the
soul.
And there is no plan now. No divine
mercy to soak up your failures.
No one to reward your endurance.
You are the architect of the ruins. You
are the judge in a court with no laws.
You are the black flame burning in a
vacuum that only wants to snuff you out.
There is terror in this truth. You will
realize in the dead of night that no one
is coming to save you. No one is
watching.
No one cares if you ascend or rot.
But that is the cost of the path.
You're finally free because you realize
the one holding the keys
was you all along.
And now
there is no one left to stop you.
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The transcript outlines the "left hand path," a philosophical journey that fundamentally rejects traditional religious submission and external authority. It advocates for the symbolic "killing of God," which represents dismantling deeply ingrained societal and psychological structures of belief and morality. This process leads to self-deification, where individuals embrace total responsibility for their existence, become their own moral axis, and cultivate an inner "black flame" of awareness. The path involves challenging established norms, redefining sacred symbols, learning from archetypal figures of disobedience such as Lilith, Samuel, Set, Prometheus, and Lucifer, and ultimately confronting the existential void and the self-dissolving force of Kuranzon to achieve ultimate freedom and self-sovereignty.
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