I've done a lot of crazy [ __ ] in my

life. I'll be honest. It's been a wild

ass ride. I guess part of it was because

I made money when I was 27 years old and

I had the freedom to do whatever I

wanted. And sometimes you think that

freedom is everything you ever wanted.

And at the time it was, but it was how I

used that freedom. And I think I just

wanted to let loose at that point when I

was 27. I think I just wanted to go

wherever I wanted to go in the world and

just party and just get with girls. And

my priorities were in the wrong order.

And that might have been because I felt

locked up in London from a young age.

You know, there was a lot of pressure

from my father to perform and to become

wealthy. There was a lot of pressure in

the city of London to perform and to get

on the London underground every every

morning and it was dark and it was

horrible and it was gloomy and I would

go to work and I wouldn't, you know,

wouldn't be paid enough. That was in the

financial crisis in 2009

and I hated my jobs in the city. So

there was always a lot of pressure on me

to the point where where I finally got

what I wanted and that was time and

money. I used it in the way that I

shouldn't have used it. I used it to

travel and to party and to sleep with

girls

and dabble in substances and just really

explore myself. So I'll be honest, I

didn't really know what I was doing at

that age. And I've engaged in a lot of

hedonistic behavior, especially moving

somewhere like Miami all those years

ago. And recently in Miami, I felt like

I'd come to the end of my time of this

hedonism hamster wheel. I had enough of

it. It didn't feel good anymore. The

partying didn't feel good. The music

didn't feel good. The people didn't feel

good. The girls didn't feel good. The

sex didn't feel good. The next morning

didn't feel good. Nothing was working

anymore. I was just like, "Nah, this is

the wrong path for me to take."

And I think a lot of that is probably to

do with the fact that I I found God and

I started really believing a lot more in

Christ and understanding religion and

understanding what my purpose was on

this earth and that I'm meant for more

than partying around like a [ __ ]

idiot in Tulum in the jungle and in

Miami and trying to act as someone. And

it wasn't about me raising my social

status in the music scene. It was more

about me building something that felt

like it really mattered. And so I did

start making these YouTube videos around

two years ago now. And things have

really started to come come around for

me. Actually, I went viral this weekend

in Dubai for a funny dating video that

Love in Dubai reposted on their page.

That's the biggest Instagram page in

Dubai. So I got a massive amount of

verality this weekend. And did that feel

good? Yeah. Yeah. For for a short while.

But then, as with anything in the world,

there's an anticlimax, right? It just

drops off. It's more so how I'm using

that attention and that verality and

that fame and social status if you like.

But the hedonism got boring guys. I just

I was I was a bit lost in Miami and

that's why I got out of there. And

although a lot of you were saying, "Oh,

now you're in Dubai and it's just as

hedonistic." Well, the truth is is I'm

in Dubai with a much bigger purpose this

time and I really feel like I'm meant to

be here. I'm making a lot of contacts.

I'm networking with a lot of people. I'm

pitching venture capitalists with my

with my company. I run a uh a patent

detection engine. It's an automated

algo. It's like a trading desk of 10

people, but it's a piece of technology

that me and my two partners have built.

So, I'm coming here with a lot more

purpose. I'm getting a lot of good

messages from you guys on YouTube, on

Instagram, thanking me for the work that

I do for free. I don't sell courses. I

don't make money from any of this stuff.

I do this for completely free because it

fills my soul. And I've met some

fantastic people along the journey. And

I think that now that I've got over this

kind of hedonistic trap and not feeling

good doing those stupid things, I'm at a

different stage in my life now. And I

think what you need to do is you need to

trust that process a little bit more. I

know people say trust the process. Very

cliche thing to say, but I don't regret

any of the times that I had in the last

1015 years. I could be like, "Oh, I

regret it. I should have been building

massive companies rather than partying."

Not really. No, that was my path. That

was what I was supposed to do. I was

supposed to have fun. I was supposed to

go through that whole episode of madness

and having that freedom to then discover

myself. So, you have to trust in God's

path for you. You have to trust in

yourself most importantly. And I think

that's what also helped me. The fact

that I started to believe in the great

creator himself and him setting the path

for me and then telling me, look, it's

fine. This you went on your journey and

at least it was authentic to you. At

least you did it the way you wanted to

do it and now you're on this new

pathway.

And that makes me feel very comfortable.

I really think I'm over that hedonistic

trap. Look, I'm still going to party and

still have fun, but a lot less because

last week when I went to Serene Baya

and I drank like 10 drinks. The next day

I was like, "I feel disgusting." I felt

like I was reverting back to who I was

all those years ago. And that's just not

me anymore, man. I'm someone that wakes

up and trains and builds my business and

shows love and is productive. And that's

really who I am. So figuring out really

who you are is is the key. And you'll go

through these stages and through these

journeys in life. And now I'm at a

particular stage and journey. I'm meant

to be here in Dubai. I'm meant to be

raising capital. I'm meant to continue

building my social media presence. I'm

meant to gather the troops and to be a

leader and to help men get through these

difficult times. So funny because in

today's day and age, we can build more

wealth than ever. Yet we seem to be

lonier and have more of a mental health

crisis than ever before. So it's

fascinating. But I know exactly why

that's the case and I pinpoint why

that's the case and I discuss all these

things on my channel. So for me, this is

about my journey and who I've become

along that journey and not regretting

anything that you've been through. If

you're 50 right now and you've wasted

the last 30 years, okay, I can

understand why you have some regrets.

But if you're 25, 30, 35, 40 listening

to me and you might have wasted the last

8 to 10 years pissing around, chasing

women, maybe you divorced and maybe

like, you know, maybe like you got kids

and you feel like you're now missing out

on life and you wasted a massive period,

then fear not because you've got plenty

of time to get it right and to get back

on the daily habits that you should be

performing. Ultimately, that's what

makes me who I am and that makes me

happy. It's my daily habits like

training every day, eating well, talking

to my loved ones, making these videos,

sending out a positive message in the

world, and just being a positive person

overall. And I think when I went to

these parties in Miami and across the

world and I partied, I was just

resonating my positive energy. And

that's how I met so many people. That's

how I built my Instagram. I built my

Instagram by just being a positive, good

energy guy. You know, like I'm magnetic

when I go to these parties. I attract

women. I attract I attract dudes who

want to talk to me and find out who I

am. and I built a massive circle of

friends across the planet and that's

testament to my my Instagram page. So, I

guess that was what I wanted for those

years. Like it was almost seeking

validation, you know, like you're young,

you're seeking validation, you want to

be cool, you know, I thought I was going

to be a DJ. I thought I was going to be

a singer. And then I realized that's not

the path for me. So then you realign

that path and you try again. The

important thing is is that you keep

trying. And that's the thing about me is

that I'm relentless and I'll never stop

trying. And now I'm on this new path and

it feels right for me. And you'll know

when it feels right. God will set you on

the right path at the right time. You

have to believe that you cannot keep

working against the grain. Every time I

worked against the grain, life just felt

really challenging and difficult. And

now I really feel like I'm going with

the wave. I believe it's called towism.

I really feel like I'm riding the wave

of life and I'm I am supposed to be

where I'm at. A lot of you are probably

frustrated with your growth and we all

are. I'm frustrated with my growth. I

literally feel like I should be worth

hundreds of M by now making mad

gamechanging moves. But that's fine

because that's the masculine complex. If

you're ambitious, you'll probably feel

the same way as I do. Just remember

everything that's happened to you was

supposed to happen to you and you can

take control from now on